Wednesday, February 28, 2007

life been like tt recently. i'm still slacking and getting paid doing almost nothing.
but youtube is great. i tink it helps to kill 80% of my boredom at work.
1 more wk and i'll be gone from this position. 3 mths is actualli quite fast.
wonder if i shld be happie cos i wont be so bored anymore or i shld be sad cos it means look for another job or getting more things to do.

the day is getting nearer and i shall not tok abt it yet. been blog hopping and i alwaes get reminded of it. i don noe. but i just refused to make myself tink of it for now.

the rainy season is back. :(
and it's making me feel sad (eh it rhymes HAHA)
oh ya. yest something v dramatic happened to me. i tot that onli appears on dramas.
i was walking out of my work place happily cos the rain has stopped.
thn i was walking on the side of the road when the bus suddenly ZOOM pass.
i wonder why there is soooo much water but before i knew it, my whole face, 1/2 of my shirt, 1/4 of my jeans, 1/2 of my hair, and even my bra was WET. :(((((((((((((((((((((((
i didn't noe there was so much water on the road. but it feels like buckets of water showered on me. yucks mans.

okie. shldnt sae too much of my suay-ness.
hoho. good rucks pple. (for you noe wad)

Sunday, February 25, 2007

so well, these few daes have been visiting, eating and gambling gambling and gambling!
(not onli jinpei) but i tink all of us needs to call the 1800-X-GAMBLE hotline soon. haha.
but thn again, it's win money lose money win money lose money. and in the end, i still lost $ but nvm lah. gambling for the fun of it on the festive occasion.



sakae yu sheng is thumbs up! :D

whether you wanna face it or not, the topic is alwaes popping up these few daes. and i can onli sae it's a sooner or later kind of thing. and i haben been thinking much abt my own future, about wher i wan to go. guess i will just see how by then. hai.
but thn again, i guess it's useless to make urself miserable and so worried over it. there's alwaes a way out there and i noe i've done wadever i can do. and i shall leave the rest to fate.
Your life may feel like it's being divided into two portions right now -- for instance, fun and boredom, business and pleasure, or maybe fulfilling and unfulfilling. Try to live with this duality, and resist the urge to pick one side and stay there. There are positives on both sides that you might not be seeing right now. You have the mental agility to handle this balancing act, so use it.

so wad's more can i sae about this? i guess i will have to learn and manage my boredom part. haha. i seriously think that friendster horoscopes are so true sometimes. and well, back to work tml.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

decided to post an entry. nah. not becos i've got anything to blog about, but it's more like 'i've got nothing to do' kind of feeling.
sometimes, you gt 101 things on your mind.
but just when you're facing the blogger screen, it seems like all the 101 things all vanish at the same time.

i had a weird dream last night. wonder if i miss school too much. or mayb i miss pple hugging me too much. haha.

i feel sooooo x10000000 unproductive these daes. like coming to work, but 90% of the time i'm just chatting and playing computer games. OMG. i din noe tt i love computer games so much.. till mayb todae. cos i used to hate them. okie not hate but well, i guess just blame it on my SLOW reaction thn makes me feel so sad cos i alwaes don manage to pass thru the many levels. anyws, pple might think that my job is great. like so sing lang and getting paid to play games. well, if onli i have a bunch of friends to tok to me here, i'll love my job. but simply sitting here and staring at the comp isn't making me happie. i feel sooooooo unproductive and sometimes wonder why the company still wan to hire me. cos i'm practically doing nothing. anyws, i do miss the aunty in my dept cos at least i'll have pple to tok to!

okie quit abt saying my job. i look totally like an ang pow todae cos it's a striking RED top todae. hoho. gg teebang's hse for visiting later. and wad's more we're gonna gamble gamble and gamble and turn her hse into a gambling den once again. LOL. just hope that red will bring me some luck! :D

anyws, mayb becos i'm too free, my mind starts to wander into lala land sometimes. like i was just thinking abt wad somebody said to me that dae "people change and are mould according to their environment. somebody who might be your best friend now might not be so in 5 yrs time."
yeah. how true can this be.
people change like the way i'm changing too. but well, sometimes they just forget to tell others. or mayb i hope that others don tell me.
(sorry but actualli i don even noe wad i'm toking)

i miss wadever that has been gone. come back.

sorry my post sounds so depressing. but thn my horoscope says that i'll be in a realli good mood starting from saturdae (tomorrow). hoho. we shall see how.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

too lazie to blog in details. just a few random facts.

1) the sugar frosted peanut cookie in somewhat a leavy shape that i'm eating right now is SUPER GOOD. it's my hot fave this year overtaking the position of bak kua and pineapple tarts. the pastry is realli reali yummy and it just melts in your mouth and u don get sick of it. it's a bit like 'once you pop you cant stop' kind of feeling. mayb i shld start learning to make some of these too.

2) ang pow collection for this year is good. perhaps the best ever. so damn happie i got a $50 ang pow from my company. :D and many of my cousins are married as well. so it means, more ang pow. gotta save them and keep it till the 15th.

3) another of my hot fave this yr is my mum's belachan chilli. :D:D:D:D superb. thanks huiting for her sekeret family recipe (HAHA)

4) so happi that my relatives said that my pineapple tarts are good. but thn, due to the after effect of baking them, i don even dare to eat much myself. i'd not eaten more thn 10 tarts.

5) horoscopes are so amazingly true. and my horoscope for this week says that i will be v down back to work after the cny festive (omg how true can that be i forsee myself getting so depressed in my office) but thn again, it says that my mood will be v good right from saturdae. we shall see.

6) cardio sculpt feels so good too. like a 1 hr full pe lesson. currently my thighs are so nua-ed.

7)i feel sad thinking of gg back to work tml. it's like b4 the cny, i will still look forward to the cny and be more motivated to work. but now, seems like nth much to look forward to.. uh.. unless my results. (which i totally don look forward to it).

8) okie. change topic. goodbye.

Saturday, February 17, 2007

happy cny pple!!! :D:D:D
in the very last min, the toh family are da shao chu-ing after the reunion dinner on the new yr eve.
look at my pretty bedsheeet! :D


Tuesday, February 13, 2007

it's 14th feb. which spells VDAE. the dae wher you spread your love.
in this litle corner of my office, it sudd hit upon me.
WHY DON I FEEL LIKE IT'S VDAE AT ALL?!
wher are the roses, daisies, chocos, cookies, cards and candies i used to recieve?
they're nowhere.

omg i sound so depressing. but this fact just hit upon me.
it's vdae and i don feel loved.
in fact, i feel sianned and rotting and bored.
I MISS SCH.

nvm. i believe there's more to life. goodbye.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

how i wish everydae would be like this.
with the bright yellow sunshine outside, doing the things i love to do, baking pineapple tarts & designing stuffs for others bdae.


so here's presenting my second batch of tarts. yumms. they're beta thn the first. i seriously don mind making more but i tink i'm sick of eating them.

was still thinking of the green wedges i saw yest. it just couldn't get out of my mind. mayb i shld just get them. AIYAHS. damn broke can.

:((((((( not looking forward to work tml. not AT ALL. firstly, rach & pei will be changing dept tml=i might have 2 less pple to chat w me on msn. sobbbbbbb. secondly, i have a training to attend tml. omg. i hope i will be awake and don yawn so much.

RAH.

cny next weeek! hearing all the cny songs outside makes me reali high. HAHA. enjoy pple! :)

Friday, February 09, 2007

durian puffs rocks!!! :D thou my mouth stink now w the durian smell, i still wan to sae tt IT ROCKS.

anyws, i did wad was my biggest investment even for the year. (no i tink it shld be for my whole life). i cut+dye+highlight+treatment for my hair and it costs me $169.90 :(((((((((
i'm realli v xin tong abt it. but no regrets cos my hair was never so nice before i tink. ever for my whole life. so for once, i will forgive myself. i tot tt u will still end up spending the $ somewher. like on food or clothes. but actualli it's quite worth it cos u "wear" ur hair every single dae. *okie just let me console myself*

whee hooo. it's FRIDAE and i'm super excited abt it. :D
wkend to look forward to >_<
but mon's gonna b dreading. some stupid training to attend. argh like i'm gonna be the ONLY girl there leh!! sobbb.
but wadever, just let me make full use of the wkends! HURRAYS.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

hehe finalli gt some time to do proper blogging. (: so i posted up loads of pics! wheeyeahs.
okie i baked pineapple tarts last sun and they turn out to be not bad lah. but i still prefer the ones i baked at azlinah's hse a yr ago. she's reali my queen baker.the first batch of tarts turn out to be chao ta-ed. so as u can see, they look reallii disgusting and they looks like n***** HAHA. (pls break the code) oh wells, but consequently they're great lah.
and yest, we went to celebrate ranitha's 19th bdae at The Rice Table @ cuppage. wohooo. it was yummy but thn i felt tt we din eat worth the $ so bo hua but i'm unable to force some things down my already pregnant tummy anymore.



sometimes, i just love the way we are. the times and the outings and wad we've gone through each and every yr. and i would like to carry on celebrating bdaes for everyone. (:
okie and to advertise a little. i'm gonna open up a blogshop SOON. aiyahs soon lah so stay tune. so below are just some of my creations. aren't they like CUTE?! ok pls sae they are and keep all the bad comments to urself. i don care.

carrying on, i'm reali reali sianned of my job. having nth to do is a torture. having things to do is a torture too. but i'm reali proud of myself tt i've come so far. so, 12th Mar i'll see u soon. just 4 more wks! :D
i guess my EQ is getting lower and lower as i age. and i don noe why.
okie goodbye and enjoys! :D

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

there was practically nothing to do at work this morn. and so i decided to change my blogskin. :D wheee heee. i love this skin cos tot it was reali cool & pretty just that the template was a bit too small lah but tt's okie. shall change it when i see a nicer one.

anyws, HAPPY 19TH BDAE RANITHA!!! :D:D
thou it wasnt tt long, but i'm reali proud of how we still keep in contcat yr after yr. and i foresee a long long way for everyone as well. do enjoy ur 19th bdae w ur lil kids!

so yeaps, this wk and last wk have been fabulous. was productive and did many things. shall post up more pics soon at home. but i'm realli so irritated by my blogger back at home cos they're all in chinese and i reali reali have problems figuring them out. :((((((( so tt's oso y i seldom blog lah.

my job and things are getting beta. nth much to do and i feel so relax. just like sitting here to shake my leg. HAHA. but thn again, thou life's not exactly THAT miserable, i do miss a whole loads of things abt sch. i was emo-ing that dae and i sudd miss the hugs of many. i love how pple come and give me a hug whenever they see me. and i love pple who start squeezing my fats and sae how they'll love me to be their bf (HAHA- tt's for liyanah)
kind of wonder how's everyone out there right now.

okie lah. shall blog more at home. and if u find my blog boring. too bad for u.
oh and lastly, i'm dying plus highlighting my hair tml. i decided i shld reali do sth abt myself. HAHA. but my theme for todae is- UGLY. but it's okie lah. nobody's gonna see me. or at else i hope not.
goodbyes. :D