Sunday, September 30, 2007

imasadgirlnow.
hai.
assignments suck and i didn't noe writting essays could be such a torture. i alwaes tot tt writing essays are rather fun and enjoyable. but I AM WRONG. like totalllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy. ):
and the stupid history essay is getting on my nerves. i jus write and type and type and i don reali have any idea if my facts are right, if they're in order or if i'm answering the qn. 300 more words to squeeze out but i'm damn exhausted alr. ): and so many assignments and tuts due but i didn't have enuff time to do them.

okay. i didn't wan to be so depressed since my bdae is like in 2 day's time. but yet, i kind of forgotten the excitement abt birthdays when the work are piling up. okay. enuff of hworks. i kind of flipped thru My Pictures cos i'm damn bored and i found this cute pic of my bdae cake errrr 4 yrs ago? ya i tink this was during sec 3. hehe. isn't it like sooo cute (aiyahs don worry la i'm not hinting anything. i've been a bad fren enuff this yr for not buying pple's pressie so i don expect pple to get me sth either) LOL. and that reminds me, i still owe tina her bdae card. since like MAR?!?! WHOOOOPS.

i'm seriously a BAD fren.okay. cutsey cutsey. i hoep this torturous week will be like over soon. i cant wait for next sat! <3
meanwhile, be strong everyone.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

:(
i just woke up for less than an hr and i'm already feeling so sleeepy alr. omg HELP! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. and the main reason is due to BOOKS. genes and socie is killing me. chromosomes, dna replication. DO U TINK I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ALL THESE?! :S

hai. stuyding seems so unproductive these daes. more then 1/2 of the mid term break is over alr and yet i don noe wad i've learnt.

went back to library yest to do some history research for history essay and i can sae i almost wanted to die man. whenever i start reading those thick books, my eyes will start closing together. somebody help me plssssssssssssssss.

ok putting books aside, tell u guys a secret ok! 2nd oct is coming.
but the truth is tt i don exactly feeel any sense of excitement of wadsoever. cos i tink i've got a date w my books on tt dae. :'(

and i tink i've become so much more honest these daes. HAHA. i sae wad i tink sae wad i feel. but the truth comes again that there are some things i couldn't even be honest to myself. (okay sounds reali chim.)

okie doks. my eyes are closing YET AGAIN. bye peeeeeeeeeeeeps.

Monday, September 24, 2007

blogging again. i pathetically don noe how to reply to my comments. :( cos i cant read (or don borther to) read the chinese words.
anyws, yipeeee jus came back frm og outing and well, i tink i stink. reali badly. even aft i finish bathing alr i still tink tt i stink and the smell of the steamboat is still lingering ard. :S:S

anyws, yeah had a great time todae catching up and they had a mini bdae celebration for me and socks. thou my bdae is still a week ltr, but i'm still V TOUCHED BY THEM. not touched to the extent tt i cried la. haha i DIN.

and sometimes i tink these new pple in my life gave me alot of new insights. they talked abt things tt i've nvr used to talk abt. and it jus feels different (not in a bad way i mean).


damn lazie to post up pics here. so hehe. a group photo of us w my signature post! hahaha. i'm forever forcing pple to do this! WHOOOOOOOPS.

and i cant imagine tt i need to wake up to study tml morn :(((((((((((((((~

Sunday, September 23, 2007

time check: 2.30am. whahahas. seriously i tink i'm a changed person these daes. i slp increadibly late (as compared to the timing i used to slp at).
anyws, todae's "class" celebration for mid autumn wasn't v successful in terms of the n.o of pple who turned up in the end. but nonetheless, it was great catching up w the girls and 66.666666% of the guys. HAHA.

to tell the truth, i was seriously quite disappointed to see the replies of pple saying "whoops sorry i cant make it. blah blah blah".
i mean the truth is tt i wasn't angry or wad. but it's just a bit disappointing when i was quite excited abt it and in the end pple who promised to come didn't come in the end. yuppps.
and it's jus sad being the organiser la.
initially i feel a bit like i don wan to organise any more outings or wad alr. but anyws, we still make a promise tt we wanna go BANANA BOATING soon for our next class outing! REMB IT GIRLS AND GUYS. HUNKS AND BABES.
we were quite loser-ish cos nanyang was like closing by the time we reached there and we walked all the way frm the interchange to the side gate and back to some pathetic playground.
WHEEE-O-WEEEEETSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. the meng nans from a4beeeeessss!


pooorrrr outcasted mitzyyyyyyyy.

and todae, it's my first time i played w the whistle sparklers. omg seriously it freaks me out. SOOOOOOOOO SCARY. i tink i'm better off playing w the usual ones la.
to those who came: thanks for u guys if not i'll seriously feel damn sad and loserish.
and to those who didn't make it: try to come another time ok :D
ok to digress a little, CAN HOROSCOPES BE MORE TRUE?
omg i was just looking at seventeen mag todae and i tink HOROSCOPES ARE SO SO SO TRUE. i tink i'm becoming a horoscope freak. seriously.

all in all,
i realised i'm no angel. i never was.
live w no regrets. (inside joke)

Friday, September 21, 2007

heh heh some quick updates. (:
so well, 1/2 a sem's gone= $3000+'s gone as well.
it's the MID TERM BREAK NOW! :D:D:D:D
yay. but then there so many tests aft the mid term= i'm a sad girl actualli.

pretty random and thick skinned, but HEHE i love my new stupid-act-cute-good-school-girl hair.

and anyws, i feel soooo heaty now. abit like gg to sore throat and my lips are gg to burst out or sth.
and tt's all becos of the choco fondue yest.
went to the army mkt yest for the prawn meee and choco waffles. and omg we alighted at this super ulu busstop along the expressway and walked through a series of dense jungle becos we realised tt we're walking at the wrong direction :S.
it was reali pretty scary.
and i ate so much yest i tot my stomach is gg to burst and exploded.

chocolate overdosage.
and when i went home, i saw a dozens of donut factory donuts on my dinning table.
and i wasn't as happy as i ought to be.
cos i'm sudd quite sick of sweet stuffs at tt moment.
but hehe gonna eat it ltr lah :D how can i resist those pretty round circles dough?

and yupp, i seriously tink i need to do sth abt my daily morn routines. :'(

on a :D note, mid autumn fest is ard the coner! hehe i alwaes love playing w sparklers and lanterns! yippeeeeee.
i hope most of us will be able to make it to tml's class gathering la.
okie doks. shall go do some work now, so tt i can do some shopping ltr! yipeee enjoy the term break peeeeps! <3

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

boo. :( i'm feeling quite restless now. it's onli 8 and i sudd feel like gg to bed. HAHA. this is so hopeless.

but anyws, todae is a happy dae. i finally get some sun and went swimming! :D
felt like i'm finalli out of some cave or sth.
and i ate kfc. (okay this is nth to be so excited abt actualli but i feel quite happy while i was munching the banditto and spicy drumlets away) sometimes mayb life gets a bit too depriving tt i start look for little pleasures like this. :S but nonetheless :D.
and well, i snipped away my hair! yay!
now i looking like a good school girl w those short finges.

i love my free daes.
but i hate it when i see a mountain of work in front of me.
i mean it's reali quite scary. like i feel like resting for a day but i realised tt i cant afford to do tt. :(
boooooooooooo.

on a happier (in a way) note, next wk's mid term break. looking forward to all the gatherings :D.
wanna go buy some lanterns soon mans.
bye peeps.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
this is so much like a spoilt brat but I DON WANNA STUDY :(
RAH.
so bored and i don seem to be productive at all these few daes.
history mid term on tues and 3 reaction papers due tml. SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASEEEEEEEE.

retail therapy is so :D.
went shoooopings w tina yest and thou i din buy much stuffs, i kind of splurge a lil on this esprit top. for i forgive myself since i hadn't been shopping for a million yrs.

feel like having a new cut hair and trimming my bushy brows :(

and hehe 2nd oct's coming so i jolly well shld start preparing for my proposal. :D

oh ya. and i've lost all the blog add of my dear frens cos i changed my whole layout. :( plus i have no idea how to reply on the comment board cos my whole blogger is in chinese and it's soooooo chim for me to read them.

OHNO i'm feeeling sleeepy now. WAKIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. and bye.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

it's been such a long time since i've blogged. but today, i suddenly feel like gg back to blogging again. and i've decided to ditch my old blogskin and change into something reali simple :D hehe.
sometimes when i'm blogging, i feel like i've got so much to say to the extent tt i've nothing to sae. okay that sounds complicating eh?
and the truth abt me not wanting to blog is that, firstly, i'm damn lazie to type out my words. and well, secondly, cos i don reali noe how to convey my thoughts in words.
it's been so long since i've blogged until i'm wondering if anybody's still reading my suakupoks. HAHA.

okok. errmm let me start off w some RANTINGS of mine first. so how time flies and i'm coming into the 5th week of sch. and seriously seriously, i don reali like school. i mean yeaps and i love my frens and og mates, i love the breaks and the food and eating and gossiping and some bonding. but i'm still not used to the NEVER EVER GONNA END piles and piles, mountains and mountains of readings tt i have to read. it's reali chimalogyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :( and i don like not having a fixed class. mayb throughout my 6 yrs of primary school, 4 years of secondary school, 2 years of jc, i'm sooooo used to being in a class. the feeling of hanging out together, playing and even mugging together. and now suddenly i don have a fixed class and everywk i go into the tutorial room, attend the tutorials and go off to my nxt venue and weeks and weeks passed by but seriously i cant even remb 1/4 of the names of pple in my tute classes la. :S that sounded so damn pathetic but i tink it's not like i'm having STM or wad but IT'S JUST THE WAY IT IS IN FASS?
and the fact that my classmates are those pple whom i feel motivated to go to school everydae throughout the 12 yrs of education.
sudd i don reali feel as motivated to go for tutorials, esp when i'm gg alone and i didn't manage to finish any readings.

ok i guess that's enuff of rantings for now.

on a happier note, i went to watch hairspray todae w rach and teebang. wohooooooooooooo. i tell u ZAC'S SOOOOO SOOOOOOO SOOOO HOT CAN! *some flying kisses.
i love the retro tops and shoes and accessories, love the retro buildings and retro cars, and most impt i love the music and the retro dance movessssssssssss. like i feel like dancing along w themmmmm.
but on a sadder note, i guess there's still a gap between the morale in the show and the REALITYYYYYYYY.

sudd feel like watching high school musical again. and i wan to watch high school musical 2.

i tink just like everyone else, i miss my a4beeegirlies a whole lot! :(
i miss our codes and laughters and hugs and burps.
i guess everyone's too busy adapting to life.

ok i tink i shldn't be depressed now. HAHA. TAKE CARE AND ENJOY EVERYONE!