welcome to my suaku island

2007-12-18T18:10:00.000-08:00

goodbye blogger; hello livejournal.

I'VE MOVED.
http://suakupoks.livejournal.com

check it out, loves.

2007-12-17T12:43:00.000-08:00

TIME CHECK: 4.45AM

and i'm write here awake writting my xmas cards. *claps for myself*
i'm so proud of my cards can. i feel that it's super nice! HAHA. thou my hand writing is like shit but still...
so much to say that i guess i couldn't squeeze it into a A6 size card.
i hope u guys feel wad i wan to say. HAHA! <3

gotta complete some stuffs tml before i go to the chalet tml.
1. buy my gift exchange pressie.
2. buy my rubbish gift
3. tink of my performance

OMG. stressed! hahaha! i'm so last minute :(

anyws, okok i gotta hit the bed now alr. i can hear the hens kuku-ing. :S
and i'm still meeting jp at 9.30 to go swimming tml morn! grrrrrrrrrr.
okiedoks bye!

oh lastly, i feel like changing my blog to livejournal soon. but i'm gonna miss suakupoks@blogspot.

2007-12-17T05:46:00.000-08:00

i must have gotten up from the wrong side of the bed today.
firstly, i alighted at the wrong mrt station in the morn.
secondly, i walked to the wrong mrt exit on the way home.
thridly, i wrote the wrong name on somebody's xmas card and it's so big tt i cannot help but leave it like that.

hai.
something's reali wrong w me today.

2007-12-15T18:48:00.000-08:00

YAY back to blogging. so super lazie to update my blog since exams's over. zzzzz.
life's been pretty good slacking and basically not utilizing my brain cells.
but it's been bad spending and being broke. ): SOB.

neways, i'm kind of hooked onto editing photos recently. :D wheeeee (thanks to ccy)
ok. gonna keep it as a SURPRISE for now.

if not for the photos that i've been digging, i wouldn't be blogging now.
check out how much we've changed!

this was 2 years ago (rach's bdae)

1 year ago (rach's bdae)

and, recently (rach's bdae)

looking back at the pics, i'm quite surprised how i could wear nicely to airport in the past. HAHA. now, i'll prob be wearing in shorts and tee to the airport la.

ok. that's all bye peeps. (don noe wad else to type damn lazie)
and right, feel like changing to livejournal instead! (take note of this tina. pls teach me!) k BYE.

2007-12-07T18:56:00.000-08:00

uh been too lazie to update my blog after the exams.
well, FINALLY FREE.
but it didn't seem like much of a big deal afterall.
hais. the end of exam marks the end of first sem. and it scares me to see how time flies.
like it's been a year since As end, since i started working, and 1/2 a yr since sch started.
and i didn't noe wad i've reali been doing for tt whole year.

been pretty busy and tired these days. shopping, visiting my grandpa, baking, crunchyrolling etc. to the extent that i'm having eye bags right now. like right aft the exams. -______-" i don even have eye bags during the exams!

on a happier note, baked choco cupcakes yest @ my hse. and yum yum it's pretty good but it's SUPER SUPER SUPER TIRING. like we spent more then an hour sifting the flour and cocoa powder. and i didn't do much actualli except washing the dishes (which i most hated of cos).
while i was flaunting away equipments in my hse which i onli discovered recently that have been ard for mre thn a decade i guess (like the weighing scale and electric mixer). the sift is the stupidest. i'm gonna get a new sift SOON SOON SOON.

pathetic sift.

the icing is so cute rightttttttttttt. but it taste like shit. wasted my $8.55 :(

hai. so sad i didn't get to pass the dec babies those cupcakes. and i even got candles ready. -______-" sob.
so i ended up w a dozen of cupcakes in my fridge now w my unsupportive family (like alwaes).
i love to bake but i hate to eat the stuffs.

oh btw, facebook's damn cool leh. i have onli realised how cool it is (i mean i used to hate it cos i didn't noe how to use it). gotta upload mre photos soon! (:

aiyahs.................. I AM SUPER SLEEPY NOW.

last but not least, YAY i love crunchy rolling japanese dramas.
NAKATSUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. MUACK!

2007-12-02T19:56:00.000-08:00

WHEEE. i'm so excited tt my exams are gonna end soon that i couldn't realli settle down to study.
whenever i set my eyes on the pages of my textbook, my mind kind of started drifting away..................................
to my own lalaland, thinking of all the things i can do during my hols! :D:D:D:D:D

ok stop it, SOMEBODY HELP ME.

and, I SERIOUSLY MISS MY FRENS A WHOLE LOT.
i've been a little emo last night looking thru photos agn; and amanda sudd msg-ed me.
haha. and so we started to org an outing for the a4bees. and i started msging pple this morn. and sadly, onli 2 pple replied me. WHYYYYYYYYYYYY. ):
qi si ren. mayb i shld quit being the organiser and the outings might b more successful that way.
SOBBBBBB.
haha!

ayesssssssss.
i cant wait to shop shop shop till i drop, bake bake bake till my house's on fire, eat eat eat till i burst (ok mayb NOT), swim swim swim till i become a mermaid, nua nua nua till i'm a nuapoks.

meaningless post. pls ignore it.

2007-11-29T04:12:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
today is a happy day! (:
4 DOWN; 1 MORE TO FREEDOM.
and i still have 5 days to study for study genes and society. blah.

was thinking like i wan to study hard for tt paper so tt i probably don need to SU it. but come to tink abt it, there's a line between willingness and ability. (tot of history paper today - Europeans would not and could not colonise Asia without Industrial Revolution). yay i can finalli throw away all my stuffs!
but i tot the tutors and lecturers in history dept are realli cute and friendly >_< !

so, i went to watch ENCHANTED with tina today. hehe i tink it's so super niceeeeeeeee! i love the plot(thou it's those of happily ever afters but i love happily ever afters), the cast, the princessy costumes and dresses, the images and everything! :D
but i guess there's still a wide gap between fairytales and reality.
will they ever come true?

and i went shopping alone after tina left. i tot shopping alone was kind of efficient and productive. thou i didn't buy anything which is good. i still prefer online shopping which is wayyyy cheaper and the clothes are nicer. i tink there's INFLATION in our economy. everything's so exp everywher! ):

and seeing those sec school students hanging out with their frens during the hols probably remind me of those days. seems like they're so far from me now heh.

and i tink i'm so superrrrrr stressed for the past few daes that i couldn't slp at night ):. and guess wad. my M come STRAIGHT after my exams. like once i leave the hall and went to the T, tada! :S i must be reali reali stressed for the past few daes. -___________-"

lastly, YAY there's pasar malam in my place! FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD I SMELL YOU AND I WAN TO EAT YOU UP.

2007-11-27T03:07:00.000-08:00

2 down; 3 more to go.
URGHS i hope thurs faster come soon.
i cant wait to watch Enchanted cos i hrd it's v nice. wheeeeeeeeeee.

hai. i seriously tink i'm kind of stress. -_____-" like couldn't reali get to bed last night lo. i tink i overworked my brain. all the last minute work to be blamed.

was looking thru pictures of my frens and i realised tt christmas deco are up in town. like, i don even noe and i cant reali remb when was the last time i've been to town.
ok ya i remb. it was chiayin's bdae which was almost a month ago.

and, ONLINE SHOPPING IS EVIL EVIL. somebody help me from the devil pleaseeeeeee.
sickening lo. bought my 4th top yest for this month. ok but it was damn nice can. i tink for the whole afternoon and decided i need to buy it since it's nice and cheap.
i cant wait to get my stufffsssss.
teebang was asking me why am i always so broke. i tink online shopping plays a main role! :S

and yay, i am v happy now cos my sis jus told me tt i can lobang her taxi to go to sch on thurs. which means i can leave my hse at 8 instead of 7.10 and can still risk being late and rushy my way.

RAH. math paper tml. i seriously seriously seriously hope i don fail it leh. i mean i tink i wan to do well but maths is jus ARGHS. don even noe why i took it.

Blah. Bye. Boring Blog. -_______-"

2007-11-23T08:09:00.000-08:00

i alwaes have this bad habit of emo-ing in the midst of mugging.
like yucksssssssssssss. BURN AWAY THE BOOKS.

neways, was quite emo aft see-ing liy's blog (i don noe but i guess we alwaes have this habit of emo-ing looking at other's blog) haha.
gone were the days of smacking boobs, pulling skirts, poking tummies and laughing like a monster.
i tink i kind of miss jcee and sec school days. like alot alot (i noe i noe u're sick of hearing tt but i just couldn't help it u see).
mayb life in uni would be nice too if everyday's orientation and playing games. but it's not so it isn't nice at all.
don noe why studying is becoming so much of a torture and it seems like all the motivation is gone.
i guess i can NEVER study like the way i did for As ever ever again?

to side track a little, yay i finally get to eat my mua chee today! (all thanks to beloved tina)!
uh i kind of miss my friends a lot recently. like miss them being ard me all the time. i tink i've grown to b SELF SUFFICIENT like i cant reali b borther is there's anyone ard.
like i used to tink eating alone is pathetic. but now i reali don mind eating alone. (but of cos not in sch still mayb)
oh gosh, sign of LONER GOING TO BE.

oh ya and today i told me abt this cc culinary lesson for baking stuffs. kind of feel like joining. and i was telling her abt inflation on the price of flour.
and it sudd hit upon us that we're SUPER AUNTIE. -__________-"
but i love being auntie. it rocks.

uh i cant wait to watch Enchanted next week. there's so many nice movies i wanna watch! >_<

haiyahs i got econs test tml morn @ 9.a.m. ))))))))):
all the breast to me mans............
ok bye/

2007-11-20T00:38:00.000-08:00

inefficiency killls............. my eyes and closing upppppppp.
zzzzzzzzzzzz.
i hate the rainy weather cos it made me sleepy.
but actualli, i love it la. i love to hide under my blanket and feel warm and cosy and love to stone.
but, i hate studying.

uhhhhhhhhhhh. I FEEL LIKE EATING TAU HUAY AND MUA CHEEEEEEEEEE.
out of nowhere. but sudd for cravingggggggggg.
I'M HUNGRY AND FAT, but adorable.

hehe. i secretly love it when pple says tt they miss me. HAHA.
but i miss everybody tooo.

last but not least, i'm jealous everybody's exams are ending ealier thn mine.
HATE THEM. ):

2007-11-16T20:40:00.000-08:00

RAH.
a series of unfortunate events: today is a bad day. ):

i'm currently in nus central library now and cos i'm too sian so i came here to use the comp and print some notes. hehe.
had a bad start for the day.
wake up in the morning and started feeling quite stressed out of nothing.
my hp have been sent for repair cos it couldn't detect the earpiece and so i had to use my old lor kok mustafa phone and it's alwaes telling me. "mailbox full" all the time cos it's memory space is just pathetic.
and i tink i overestimate my ability too much and am too lazy to check out what to bring so i just carry all my econs notes for jc and the super thick econs txtbook to sch. i almost died carrying that all the way here ok.
feeels like i'm gg to have muscle cramp or sth cos i exert too much strength on carrying notes -__________-"
thn i failed to meet jp on the bus as we've planned cos of some laggy response frm me as usual.
then i was so kan cheong and rushed out of my hse that i didn't bring my jacket here.
so i'm a bit like freezing in the library although i had this layer of fats on me but it's not enuff.
and then, i'm so tired now i feel like sleeeping.

SOBBBBBBBBBBBBBB.
and while i was on the bus just now i started thinking how when u're feeling realli stressed and tired and lil things that didn't go ur way will jus make u wan to cry.
like i remb how i used to cry when i realised i didn't bring my keys and had to sit outside my corridor feeling like such a loser.
1/4 Fish and 3/4 dUCK.
HAHA.

ok enuff of this. i'm gg off to print my notes.
BYE.

2007-11-14T08:11:00.000-08:00

sometimes, over the years, i thought tt i've changed so much that it scares me.
but nonetheless, i alwaes thought that it was a change for the better. (mayb i'm wrong. i don noe)
but i tot i've grew a lot and become way stronger and way open to criticisms.
i've become much more willing to talk things out. to sae out how i feel. rather then keeping them to myself.
when i'm sad or angry or anything, i will just tell one of my besties wad happened.
similarly, when i'm happy, i'll share my joy at the same time.

i just hope that pple wont get me wrong when i'm trying to sae out how i feel.
i mean, seriously i didn't mean it when i sound fierce. haha.
and come to think of it (ok this is quite lame), i suddenly tot of what we've learnt in history.
like history shapes the way we are today, now.
just like i am the way i am today due to my history and past.

i still love all my friends, really. HAHA.

back to other stuffs, i tink i must be crazy today. cos i actualli went jogging at 2 P.M in the stadium this afternoon. and i'm the onli one jogging ard the stadium while others are buying 4D -________________-" haha.

ok doks tt's all for so far! i gotta go do some readings before i get to bed. bye peeps.

2007-11-12T01:13:00.000-08:00

beeep. i'm damn sian now so i decided to blog.
):
i feel realli restless studying at home. i tink i love my bed too much.
hai. mayb i shall stop being so cheapo and start gg out to study.

neways, og outing last night. and we celebrated yenmei's 20th.

i tink the mini donuts are so cute and tasty! <3

as i'm studying history, my mind started to drift away.
like into my own wonderland.
i cant wait for 5th dec to come. i wan it to be over soon.
no idea why this is only my first sem but i feel sian enuff alr.

so many things to do in dec. still wondering if i shld find a job and start working. but tt's damn sad cos i couldn't have enuff time to do the things i wan to do. yet on the other hand, i tink i need $. loads of them. HAHA.
rah. shall see hw it goes.
i tink i needa go exercise soon.
i hate the flabby me.
):

2007-11-10T18:30:00.000-08:00

beeeps.
damn shagged now. ): feeel sooooo sleepy but yet i needa wake up and jiayou real soon to get to my books!

yest was good.
went out of my hse so early yest to catch the dimsum lunch buffet at 11.30 at dragon gate.
the food was okay. was so tired cos i starve myself like crazy since dinner time the day before and refused to eat cos i'm damn cheapo and wan to eat AS MUCH AS I CAN.
almost fainted on the way there. lol.
and yups, haha i love sitting there toking abt NO CONTENT stuffs w the girls.
and we even did a "yum seng" for the SINGLES!
spinsters always.
okay CHOY. shldn't curse myself and all of us.

and sad me and jp got to go back to nus after that to STUDY. while the others happily went off to go shopping.
HATE THEM.
but studying in sch was quite productive. thou we onli stayed for ard 4+ hrs and had a hard time finding a socket, i still did some of my work there.
better then rotting and wasting my time at home. (:

and i was a happy girl yest cos my long missed beloved rani finally called me.
like after a billion years. miss her voice damn much and i bet she miss mine too.
we toked and toked until i was almost half dead at night.

last but not least, i hate my new mattress, i hate facebook, i hate my books.
HAHA.
i just couldn't slp w my "hard as a rock mattress" la. :'(
and have been having sleepless nights for the past few days. SOBBBBBBBB. HELP!
and i still didn't figure out how to use facebook (more correctly, didn't borther to figure tt out)
i guess for the books part, no explainations needed.

uh. this entry is so full of hatred. haha.

oh and btw, jp and rani have been telling me how emo my msn nick and my blog have beeen. OMG.
nah nah nah, seriously, I'M NOT EMO LA K.
haha.

rah. og outing ltr and my sis have been pestering me to acc her to go shopping for her dress ltr.
shucks. i need have more time.
GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOG.

2007-11-08T07:47:00.000-08:00

i wanted so badly to find a sad pic of me and post it put.
but i couldnt find any.
or probably i did but decided that they're too ugly and hideous for me to post it up.

neways, I AM SIAN SIAN SIAN.
somebody pls smack me i've been slacking for 3 consecutive days and been in a bad mood to do work today.
like i just stare at my books and my mind started to drift away.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((
SOB.

wanna rant a bit. i don like it. don like it don like it.
luckily i'm finally gg back to school again tml.
*feels like v long nvr go to sch alr. i don even noe which day of the week it is now.
urghs. i wanna exams to finish quick.

on a whee bit happier note, were toking abt hol plans w my family.
i hope for a lil trip. even to KL or wad so ever.
and tt reminds me SAVE SAVE SAVE $. mayb i shld find a job for this hol and earn some money.
and i hate rachlee, she's always winning 4d.
she it seems like everytime she buy 4d she'll win it.
I'M JEALOUS.

this is not getting anywher.
last but not least, i've signed up for facebook. but i hate it.
so chim i don even noe how to use. kind of feel like deleting it away or sth. LOL

ok. tml will be a better day (at least i hope)
BYE LOVELIES.

2007-11-07T04:04:00.000-08:00

BEEEEPPPP.
i kind of hate myself today ))):
LOL.
meet tina early in the morn today and we set off to town for our "surplise" HAHA.
in the end we crapped and luff and be bimbotic all the way until we failed to get our balloons.
thn we met chiayin for lunch at ajisen during her lunch hr.
HAPPY BURFFFFFYYYY CHEW MEIS! :D

and we forced her to be touched and surprised at our lil daisy (and pathetic one stalk of daisy) and orea cheesecake from swiss bake.

hehe. i <3 din daisy! and it's PINKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

oreocheeeseeeeecakeeeeeeeee!

HAPPY 19TH! :D

and after that, tina ended up skipping her lecture and wnet shopping w me. HAHA.
we both hated ourselves.
and we ended up spending more then 100 bucks today.
OMG. kill me pleaseeeeeeee. i'm left w $90 for the rest of the month. SOBBBBBBBBB.
but still, i'm a happy girl cos we bought loads of cheapo stuffs! AUNTIES FOREVERRRRR.
stocked up on bodyshop body scrub cos it's on 40%, and bought this loive essence thinggy, and shorts from cotton on for $15. YAY i love cotton on cheapo shorts lo.

the aftermath of shopping is tt my legs are so "suannnnnnn" x 100 now. -_______-"
kind of useless cos i hasn't been shopping for a long time and my stamina for shopping is bad.
we ended up sitting at some random bench to people watch.

i tink i need to go exercising some. hate the flabby me :S!
and i wanna go jogging jogging and jogging till i become radiant radiant and more radiant.
HAHA.
neeeeeeeee. i decided i shld stop planning events and stop gg out.
pple are like asking me "eh i tot ur exams coming soon why are u like so free."
ok. gonna stay home, mug, munch on white bread and plain water soon. SOON.

2007-11-06T06:26:00.000-08:00

i'm such a Loser today. sob.

i hate my table laaaaaaaa. i was searching for some stuffs in my drawer just now and i realised it's FULL OF ANTS.
made me so PMS. )))))): YUCKS.
and i didn't dare to do anything and just close it back.

study plan today is a FAILURE. i was slacking my whole day away blasting music in my room and online shopping -________-"

on a funny note, was checking out David and Goliath webbie just now. and omgomgomg, their little Miss and Mr Tees are DAMN CUTE >_<
there's "Miss PMS" omg i feel like buying the Miss PMS tee la. like totally suit my mood today.
There's "Miss Bitch" and there's even "Miss boobjob" DAMN CUTE! hehe.
and guess wad, there's even "Mr Masturbate" like, HAHAHAHAHAHAH LOL CAN. so funny. i'm thinking who will dare to wear it out. MR MASTURBATE!!! omg.

okay. a good series of fun things to look forward too. i tink i need a lil break for a while.
"surplise" tml, dimsum buffet for sat, og outing on sun! (:
and hai, EXAMS IN 3 WEEKS TIME. SOMEBODY HELP ME AND PULL ME UPPPPPPPPPP.

2007-11-05T21:45:00.000-08:00

yo. kicking alive right here. HAHA.
Pardon me for my emo-ness. i wasn't tt emo most of the time u see. :D

neways, my 4 day week turned into a 2 day week for last week and this week as well. and for next week, it'll be 4 day week turn 1 day week.
haha. my self proclaimed holiday is cool.
and this morn, the exericse swimming suntannings date w suanteng and xiao tee turned out to b -_______-" FAILURE. yest night we're still so super enthus abt exercising and swimming and getting the flabby-ness away. but the rain spoilt everything. ))):
but hehe i was secretly kind of happy. cos i was lazing in bed until 10 this morn. HOHO.

and then i went to eat my brunch with ah bu and went "shopping" in houg mall. bought some cushion covers for the cny. YAY. i hope time flies quite and cny come quick.
it sounded damn stupid when my exams are in 3 weeks time, i feel like i'm in a holiday mood now. shucks...... holiday mood?!?! omg.

but nonetheless, i'm hardworkingly doing my history revision now ok :D yay! i kind of think history rocks a whee bits.

I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!

don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
I'll get me through
'Cause I know I'm fine
I feel brand new

I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
I'll make it through
'Cause I know I'm fine
Without you!

and YUPP, we sure DON NEED A MAN. ((((((((((((((((:
GIRLS POWER ALL THE WAYYYYYYYYYYYY.

ohya, and i feel like changing my blog to livejournal. i tink it's damn cool and i wan to b cool too. HAH.
but then again, it's damn chimmmmm leh. don noe how to use it :( shall wait for after the exams where i have all the time in the world so tt tina can teach me on tt.

wohoo. tuesday today. GELAREEEEEEEEEE??????

awwwwwwwwwwssssss. i miss my friends like alotalot i tink. hai. sobs.

last but not least, FIGHT ON TOHKAIWEI!

2007-11-04T00:05:00.000-07:00

Today was one of those emo days, and i started to pull out my diary and pen down again.

Too much running through my mind and i didn't noe wher to start. i guess i see too much of things from the perfect side tt i neglected the dark areas behind them.
i alwaes tot that things would be happily every after.
but come again, mayb there wouldn't be any happily-every-afters afterall.

i couldn't help much and didn't noe wad to say either.
but nonethless, i tot it was okay to fall.
to fall and pick yourself up,
learn from it and move on again like never before.

while i'm just left being on the same spot years after years.

i tink, i just didn't noe how it would be like.
and this could probably be a blessing in disguise.
Maybe. yupp, maybe.

2007-11-02T06:17:00.000-07:00

peek-a-boooo!
today's a study-slacking day.
onli have econs lect for the day so i decided to pon school.
end up gg to see the doc for the second time this week. but after a few dose of the medicine, my sexy manly voice is indeed going away (: HENG uh. my mum even told me tt "mayb ur voice break alr." -__________-"

so i was quite happy to stay at home and all i did today was eat, study, sleep, eat study, sleep, and study, eat and sleep.
i alr took 3 x 1 hr naps today le. kind of incredibleeeeeee.
but it's reali quite cosy to stay at home to eat and study and sleep. HOHO. and i reali love my cosy bed.
i love my pillow, my hellokitty lavender pillow, my "psuedo hubby", my comforter.

yadayada.
DIM SUM BUFFET LUNCH TML. i cant wait to eat eat eat! :D

this isn't anything much but still, i kind of secretly happy the way some thing did happen when u least expected them too.

(: i'm happy abt things they way they are now.

2007-10-30T07:34:00.000-07:00

my eyes are closing while i was watching the history webcast online.
so i tot i shld take a break and come here to blog a lil before i continue.
awwwww. i just msg-ed van just now to wish her luck for the As.
and i realised tt i miss my class a whole lot. ))))):
i miss ny alot alot. i miss the food, the tchers, the classrooms, the chairs, the gym, the field, the assembly area, the muddy uniform, and most imptly, i miss the aye4bees.

so while i was browsing thru the photos that i've taken in tt 2 years. ok it's super alot la. and i found this pic of me and my ec. haha he look so kuku la. that was along time ago when ec stalking was my fave PASTime.
tina's "forced EC" is damn cuteee la. haha.

this was like during j1 or so i tink. national day if i'm not wrong. i tink we're damn enthu tt year to the extent tt we won the most enthu class or sth. and a whole lot of cheapo tibits.

this was during j1 as well. during the yellow ribbon walk HAHA. we even took a pic w alamaks. (act i tink is he ziji come in to take w us one -_-")

and yuppps, this is one of my fave pics throughout tt 2 years.

hai. i miss the tchers a whole lot. i tink they're wayyyyyyyy better then the tutors in nus who couldn't teach for nuts. :S

ok. enuff of my nonsense. back to my webcast.
and lastly, there's this fortune teller in our sch bazaar. have been thinking for a long time if i shld go cos i hrd frm ht tt he's reali quite accurate. but then agn, tink i don have the courage la. i'm afraid he's gg to tell me like I'M GG TO BE A SPINSTER FOR LIFE. or like MY DAYS ARE NUMBERED. ok CHOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYS.
bye/

2007-10-29T03:01:00.000-07:00

mon evening and i'm right here slacking and doing my maths.
Math is driving me MAD. i seriously cannot take it mans. it's damn hard can. i cannot do at all lor.
to think that this is actualli called the Fundamental of Math.
i've learnt my lesson. anything tt's fundamental isn't fundamental at all. :((((

neways, i didn't go to sch today cos partly, i'm sick and secondly, i'm lazie.
and seriously i wasn't THAT sick tt i couldn't walk out of my hse la. but i jus feel damn tired and sian so i went see doc for my runny nose and sore throat instead.
in the past, based on this condition, i will definitely drag myself to sch no matter wad. but nowadaes, i seem to be losing my motivation to go to sch.
tinking of travelling all the way there makes me 1/2 sianned alr.

ONE YEAR AGO AT MY COUSIN'S WEDDING.

ONE YEAR LTR YEST AT MY MUM'S COUSIN'S SON'S WEDDING.

seems like i hasn't changed much huh. mayb my hair grew longer and i was a bit tanner? or so it seems in the pic la.
somtimes i feel quite puzzled why it seems like u need to invite everybody when u're married. like inviting those long distant relatives tt u don even noe who it is. like before i reach the venue, i seriously don noe how the groom looks like. :S

UH. ok i'm gg off to do my work alr. I NEEDA START MY GENES AND SOCIE ESSAY BY TODAY!! SOBBBBBBBBBBBB.

2007-10-27T17:23:00.000-07:00

uh. ):
finally it's my turn to fall sick. SOB! :(((((((((((((((

hai. the tons of work is alr killing me. ): and yet now i'm sick.
gotta hand in genes and socie essay nxt wk alr and the best thing is tt i haben even start doing. urghs.

life is alwaes ironic. when i'm reali free and hoping tt pple will date me out, nobody did. but when i'm busy w loads of work to do alr, i start to get busy w events as well. HAH. nono i'm not blaming pple for dating me out pls!

i couldn't resist online shopping cos it's sooo easy w a few clicks. HAI. so i ended up buying this top from delias! HOHO. i tot it's reali pretty and it's so me (thou me not = to petty) i wanted to save money for hol next yr. but i'm not saving any. *slaps myself*

the night view of singapore was reali kinda pretty isn't it.

okay. i have a wedding dinner tonight. i better GET WELL SOON cos i don wanna miss out any good food. on the other hand, it's time for me to clear my work first! ):

2007-10-26T04:54:00.000-07:00

wanted to upload pic of pineapple tarts but i failed to do so. ):
hai i feel like eating pineapple tarts so much now. i tink i miss those at azlinah's hse it's reali yummy.
buttery crust that melts in your mouth. YUM YUM.

anyws, i am updating my blog now cos today is a traumatizing day for me. hahaa.
i had my worst tutorial of the sem i tink. it was rather freaky. why is uni full of weird pple? :S my tutor is kinda weird and my classmates are rather weird as well. luckily i have sock hoon w me. if not i tink i'll just die with overdosage of weirdos. and i couldn't believe tt my tutor is actualli a prof when he cant even teach. hai. i'm hating econs more and more. ):
don tink i'm taking it as a major anymore. i miss chua sao a whole lot. she teaches way way way better then any of them ok.

just had a 3 hr consultation w P ge just now and it's super braindraining can. i ended up emo-ing and dozing off on my way home on the bus. like felt reali exhausted sitting down and listening to the solutions. but it's funny how he ans all my qns thou some of them are reali like p&c. haha.

ohya, i kind of love the long bus rides to and fro school. it's crazy but sometimes i wish it will just go on and on while i was emo-ing away. (thou my bum reali hurts at times)

karma time's here.
i realised that while secretly mocking pple with no life, the truth is i'm the one w no life.
Get a Life tohkaiwei.

hehe i posted up this pic for fun. i tot tt my hair was quite cool at tt time.
wish my hair could grow long faster and i can highlight it again soon! (:

2007-10-25T05:12:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo.
haha short post before i hit my beloved (yeah right) books.

wanted to have a whole lots of things to type. but facing the comp it seems like i've forgotten everything.
starting from food, i'm having cravings for kfc right now! ok sounds quite lame and random but it might be overdose of kfc ads i see everywher.
i guess advs do work sometimes.
and, i feel like drinking avocado milkshake from the deck ): was damn sad that it's not available todae. wanted so badly to drink it la. sobbbbbbs.

i am very sad. ):
cos everyone's flying all ard the world while i'm being trapped in this lil red dot (or lil dried mucus HAHA).
meiyi jus came back frm hk and teebang's flying off the taiwan. I HATE THEM. i seriously do.
but nonetheless, i'm starting to save money these daes.(or mayb in a way or so basically due to the fact that i'm quite no life these daes and seldom go out alr)
hoping to turn the dream to go taiwan next yr into a reality!

oh ya! and btw i've decided to grow my hair long alr! made a pact (with myself) that i will not cut my hair until the end of the exams. that's 5th dec. ok mayb not. errr for the next 1 mth.
i'm a loser at growing my hair long. i just couldn't stand the fact that my hair will curl at the ends and waking up w bad hair.
but nonetheless, i shall endure for the while and decided to let my hair grow and go for highlights next yr (mayb during cny if it's long enuff).
YAY cny come quick pls. and haha tina just told me tt cy's gg to invite us over to her hse during cny. tt seems abit too far but i forseeee all the hao liaos and gamblings! :D I WAN TO EAT YU SHENG!

i'm crazily jumping frm one topic to another but nahs, it's ok cos i doubt much pple will be reading my suakupoks anyw.
i realised few daes ago that there's a travel agency situated right in sci co-op and i was so :O to see the tiny lil area that is actualli is travel agency. damn cool can.

lastly, i tink i'm gonna get bad bad bad karma soon.
we gonna stop lugging secretly at pple in our math tut man! but sometimes, i jus couldn't help it. WHOOOOOOPS. haha!

rahs. off to hit my books. econs tut (SIAN) and math consultation tml. :S but then it's FRIDAY. and wedding dinner on the wkends. YAY.
bye peepppppppppps.

2007-10-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

hoho backie.
this was the fondant i baked at tina's hse quite some time ago. looks not bad right right righttttttttttt? HAHA.

wonder wad happened this week. but aft sometime or so, i finally out of my cage, get some air out there and watch a movie.
i was continuously complaining that i am no life to such an extent tt i was slacking happily away my wkends this week and simply refused to hit the books. RAH!

went to azlinah's hse todae in the noon and yums yums a lot of good food. i cant wait for my own cny to come. YAYYYY! but come to think abt it, it's quite soon right. oct's coming to an end alr. like cny is 3/4 mths time!

YAY i love those chicken wings!

phoooof. i wish december gonna come quick. toook this pic some time ago la. i even bought this reindeer headband for xmas this year! whahahaha. i tink tt it's damn cute. there's white fur and bells tt will ring whenever u walk.

oh ya and just now aft gg azlinah's hse, me mitzy and tina went to vivo to catch superbad. it was a sick, lame and stupid show la. but it's quite funny thou. those kind of shows u can just watch to kill time and entertain urself w sick jokes. HAH.

ok i'm off bye peeeps!

2007-10-16T18:32:00.000-07:00

a lovely wednesday morn w the sun shining bright outside.
and while i was blog hopping away, i sudd start to emo a bit.
don ask me why. but i kind of feel sad for myself a little. :S
life's not been bad. but i tink it's BORING. too boring for me to take it.
and all i did was to sit here and shake my leg while sekeretly hoping that some kind soul will date me out. HAHA.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

sometimes i tink there's reali nothing to look forward to that i find pleasures in small things.
like eating a bread w strawberry and peanutbutter jam. oh did i sae tt i love skippy's peanutbutter w strawberry stripes. i tot it's reali yummy and i've been eating it for days alr. :D
or when i was mugging away in central library and got so sick of my books that i start looking for some a handful of eyecandies or so (if there were any at all.)
but surprisingly, i tink caucasians are reali hot in a way.
or i'll look forward to a day where i get to eat subway in school so that i can get 30% disct.

omg. IS LIFE REALI THAT SAD?!

ok mayb it's not. but i've no idea why i tink i'm reali reali reali bored by the routine.
ok enuff of complaining i tink it doesn't help much. back to books now and check out howwwwwwww britishhhhhhhhhh colonializeddddddddd indiaaaaaaaaaaaaa. RAH!

2007-10-13T04:26:00.000-07:00

so another week had gone by with the blink of the eye. phoooof.

am feeling good now. :D cos i just ran 5 rounds and eaten Aston's fish & chips. hoho. i'm supposed to be on a diet starting on monday this weeek.
but it doesn't seem to be working. i tink i couldn't resist food.
and i secretly feel that i look not-that-bad the way i am now. WHAHAHAHA. EGO.
like finally finally, i did some exercise this week thou. and i went swimming that dae on wed. and i saw this grp of aunties in their 40 plus swimming there. i wish i could be like them too at tt age.

RAHS. and on a sadder note, got back results of various papers this weeek. it's rather terrible. esp genes and socie, thou the actual results aren't out yet, i did my countings as i wrote down my ans. and guess wad?
i got 11/40.
it was terribly bad but i kind of expect it. it's a good if i managed to hit 10. :S

i sort of feel i'm getting dumber day by day. not tt i don study but wells, don ask me why. i tot every paper was do-able but my results is EWWWWWWWWWWW. hahahaa.

away w sch stuffs, i was a happy girl yest cos i finally went out of my well and went to town. (: so happy to go shopping and getting myself a new pair of shorts. and so happy to eat pastamania and my gelare waffles. and ohya, i even bought this cute reindeer hairband for xmas. i hope dec will be here soon! thn i can enjoy by hols by then! WHEE.

life is still a whee bit beeeeeautiful.
and i say, some things are happening in an amazing way and i couldn't explain why.(:

okay doks. off to eat my ORH NEE.

2007-10-07T06:33:00.000-07:00

:D
thanks to a good night's sleep, the end of exams, completion of my assignments, and a bit of fun, i'm a happy girl yet again!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
it's a BIG SIGH OF RELIEF. my 3 consecutive terrible papers are OVER.
ohya, before i forget, ganes and socie test was, simply put, a Test of my Tikam Skills. i've never do any paper before IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE, that i didn't noe how to do 80% of the paper!
it's pretty incredible right. haha.
anyws, since it's over i shall not brother abt it till i get my results.

The outing with the girls at ecp turned out to be a food feast. we went from pow sing chicken rice to haato ice cream shop, to cafe cartel and to Aston. it's super nua and screwed up. but wadever la. i guess it's time for me to do some exercise b4 i turn to a fat and pale pig.

yay THANKS TO TEEBANG, i've got flowers again! like once in a bluemoon. my sis wad asking me "eh from a guys uh?!" thn i said "NOOOO. :S." and she said "huh so sad."
ok i tink my fam are worried tt i'm gg to be a splinster forever.
SOBBB.

don noe why but i was realli in a :D mood now.
and part of it i tink it goes to reading this js book today.
"perfection was sought than upon perfection itself"

and now, i'm checking and researching for recipes online so tt i can bake some stuffs tml! :D HURRAYS.

life is beautiful.

lastly, i tink i'm reali quite extreme. like MOOD SWING. i'm amazed at the way my mood changes.

okay. bye!

2007-10-05T12:10:00.000-07:00

TIME CHECK NOW: 3.10AM
damn amazing. actualli i'ms till v energetic now. but i've got genes and socie test tml and i feel that i couldn't study anymore info in alr. INFORMATION OVERLOADED. it's enuff and i feel like puking when i read my txtbook! :S EWWWWW.

hai. I'M A NO LIFE GIRL.
hope i can jus fast forward to 11.30 tml and like go cycling aft that. seems like i hasn't been out of the sun for so long.
and i wan food therapy. YAY i'm so keen on eating subway aft my exams tml. i'm gonna eat down the whole store man.

hope to go out of my cave soon. i need to do some exercise and i wan to go swimmng.
but unfortunately my P is here :((((((( ARGHS.

ok i tink my mind is not working properly. i gotta go and slp alr.

2007-10-04T05:12:00.000-07:00

starting on a happier note, i tink i'm falling in love with strawberry cream! :D
i love strawberry icecream and i love strawberry flavous hello panda.
okays. CAUTION: i'm so sorry but the post ahead is gonna be abit depressing. bear w me for a moment.

HAIIIIII. 2 down and 2 more to go. finally handed up my history essay and finished my math test.
math test was, surprisingly, do-able.
still got econs and stupid genes and socie on fri and sat ): and i seriously don feel like mugging alr.
anyws, that wasn't the main point.
the main point was, while i am emo-ing away, i tot i was rather sad.
like okayyy. how shld i start with? even my jc life wasn't sadder then now.
don noe. i just feel abit bored by the fact of my routine life everydayyyy. like even in j1 i remb myself luffing crazily. and food will bright up my dae. like everydae aft sch, i'll alwaes hit by mac, airport or wad once in a while. an di love the choco waffle and tom yum outside our sch.
and sudd now, i tink i'm alwaes doing the same thing everydae. i tink i'm so super duper uber bored by that! :S
like everyday, i'll wake up, eat my breakfast, do some readings, bath and go to sch, sit on tt stupid 151 that took me 1 1/2 hrs. and esp when the weather is freaking hot outside and u get a non air-con bus. i'll jus have to bear w it while being baked inside the "oven" turning into a piece of chocolate cake. and once in a while, there'll be sand blowing into ur eyes and leaves falling onto ur face.
OKAY SORRY I TINK I SOUND SO DUMB.
ok. i hope i'll get some life like reali reali reali SOOOOOOOOOOOOON.

bye peeps.):

one more thing, i feel like eating popeyes, humjipang @ maxwell NOW.

2007-10-02T07:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 19TH BDAE TO MYSELF.
hoho. finally it's my turn to be 19th. and thou this year's bdae is quite a stressful one w all the mid terms and assignments piling up, it's still a happy day afterall. and i gotten myself this reali reali reali cool present. my wish came true for once. HAHA.

last night teebang sms me to wish me happy bdae and she added "hope you can find ur bai ma wang zi soon". so my reply was "omg u've been wishing me that for sooooooo many yrs. i hope this will be the last time u sae tt to me."

and well, todae my BFF bought me this kissingboyflen! *CHU*

i tot this was reali v cool (thou it was reali a bit DGT) but hehe SEE, NOW I'VE GOT A KISSING BOYFLEN TO SLEEP W EVERYNIGHT! THANKS UHHHHHHHHHHH.

2007-09-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

imasadgirlnow.
hai.
assignments suck and i didn't noe writting essays could be such a torture. i alwaes tot tt writing essays are rather fun and enjoyable. but I AM WRONG. like totalllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy. ):
and the stupid history essay is getting on my nerves. i jus write and type and type and i don reali have any idea if my facts are right, if they're in order or if i'm answering the qn. 300 more words to squeeze out but i'm damn exhausted alr. ): and so many assignments and tuts due but i didn't have enuff time to do them.

okay. i didn't wan to be so depressed since my bdae is like in 2 day's time. but yet, i kind of forgotten the excitement abt birthdays when the work are piling up. okay. enuff of hworks. i kind of flipped thru My Pictures cos i'm damn bored and i found this cute pic of my bdae cake errrr 4 yrs ago? ya i tink this was during sec 3. hehe. isn't it like sooo cute (aiyahs don worry la i'm not hinting anything. i've been a bad fren enuff this yr for not buying pple's pressie so i don expect pple to get me sth either) LOL. and that reminds me, i still owe tina her bdae card. since like MAR?!?! WHOOOOPS.

i'm seriously a BAD fren.okay. cutsey cutsey. i hoep this torturous week will be like over soon. i cant wait for next sat! <3
meanwhile, be strong everyone.

2007-09-26T19:35:00.000-07:00

:(
i just woke up for less than an hr and i'm already feeling so sleeepy alr. omg HELP! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. and the main reason is due to BOOKS. genes and socie is killing me. chromosomes, dna replication. DO U TINK I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ALL THESE?! :S

hai. stuyding seems so unproductive these daes. more then 1/2 of the mid term break is over alr and yet i don noe wad i've learnt.

went back to library yest to do some history research for history essay and i can sae i almost wanted to die man. whenever i start reading those thick books, my eyes will start closing together. somebody help me plssssssssssssssss.

ok putting books aside, tell u guys a secret ok! 2nd oct is coming.
but the truth is tt i don exactly feeel any sense of excitement of wadsoever. cos i tink i've got a date w my books on tt dae. :'(

and i tink i've become so much more honest these daes. HAHA. i sae wad i tink sae wad i feel. but the truth comes again that there are some things i couldn't even be honest to myself. (okay sounds reali chim.)

okie doks. my eyes are closing YET AGAIN. bye peeeeeeeeeeeeps.

2007-09-24T11:13:00.000-07:00

blogging again. i pathetically don noe how to reply to my comments. :( cos i cant read (or don borther to) read the chinese words.
anyws, yipeeee jus came back frm og outing and well, i tink i stink. reali badly. even aft i finish bathing alr i still tink tt i stink and the smell of the steamboat is still lingering ard. :S:S

anyws, yeah had a great time todae catching up and they had a mini bdae celebration for me and socks. thou my bdae is still a week ltr, but i'm still V TOUCHED BY THEM. not touched to the extent tt i cried la. haha i DIN.

and sometimes i tink these new pple in my life gave me alot of new insights. they talked abt things tt i've nvr used to talk abt. and it jus feels different (not in a bad way i mean).

damn lazie to post up pics here. so hehe. a group photo of us w my signature post! hahaha. i'm forever forcing pple to do this! WHOOOOOOOPS.

and i cant imagine tt i need to wake up to study tml morn :(((((((((((((((~

2007-09-23T11:00:00.000-07:00

time check: 2.30am. whahahas. seriously i tink i'm a changed person these daes. i slp increadibly late (as compared to the timing i used to slp at).
anyws, todae's "class" celebration for mid autumn wasn't v successful in terms of the n.o of pple who turned up in the end. but nonetheless, it was great catching up w the girls and 66.666666% of the guys. HAHA.

to tell the truth, i was seriously quite disappointed to see the replies of pple saying "whoops sorry i cant make it. blah blah blah".
i mean the truth is tt i wasn't angry or wad. but it's just a bit disappointing when i was quite excited abt it and in the end pple who promised to come didn't come in the end. yuppps.
and it's jus sad being the organiser la.
initially i feel a bit like i don wan to organise any more outings or wad alr. but anyws, we still make a promise tt we wanna go BANANA BOATING soon for our next class outing! REMB IT GIRLS AND GUYS. HUNKS AND BABES.
we were quite loser-ish cos nanyang was like closing by the time we reached there and we walked all the way frm the interchange to the side gate and back to some pathetic playground.

WHEEE-O-WEEEEETSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. the meng nans from a4beeeeessss!

pooorrrr outcasted mitzyyyyyyyy.

and todae, it's my first time i played w the whistle sparklers. omg seriously it freaks me out. SOOOOOOOOO SCARY. i tink i'm better off playing w the usual ones la.

to those who came: thanks for u guys if not i'll seriously feel damn sad and loserish.

and to those who didn't make it: try to come another time ok :D

ok to digress a little, CAN HOROSCOPES BE MORE TRUE?

omg i was just looking at seventeen mag todae and i tink HOROSCOPES ARE SO SO SO TRUE. i tink i'm becoming a horoscope freak. seriously.

all in all,

i realised i'm no angel. i never was.

live w no regrets. (inside joke)

2007-09-21T19:28:00.001-07:00

heh heh some quick updates. (:
so well, 1/2 a sem's gone= $3000+'s gone as well.
it's the MID TERM BREAK NOW! :D:D:D:D
yay. but then there so many tests aft the mid term= i'm a sad girl actualli.

pretty random and thick skinned, but HEHE i love my new stupid-act-cute-good-school-girl hair.

and anyws, i feel soooo heaty now. abit like gg to sore throat and my lips are gg to burst out or sth.
and tt's all becos of the choco fondue yest.
went to the army mkt yest for the prawn meee and choco waffles. and omg we alighted at this super ulu busstop along the expressway and walked through a series of dense jungle becos we realised tt we're walking at the wrong direction :S.
it was reali pretty scary.
and i ate so much yest i tot my stomach is gg to burst and exploded.

chocolate overdosage.
and when i went home, i saw a dozens of donut factory donuts on my dinning table.
and i wasn't as happy as i ought to be.
cos i'm sudd quite sick of sweet stuffs at tt moment.
but hehe gonna eat it ltr lah :D how can i resist those pretty round circles dough?

and yupp, i seriously tink i need to do sth abt my daily morn routines. :'(

on a :D note, mid autumn fest is ard the coner! hehe i alwaes love playing w sparklers and lanterns! yippeeeeee.
i hope most of us will be able to make it to tml's class gathering la.
okie doks. shall go do some work now, so tt i can do some shopping ltr! yipeee enjoy the term break peeeeps! <3

2007-09-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

boo. :( i'm feeling quite restless now. it's onli 8 and i sudd feel like gg to bed. HAHA. this is so hopeless.

but anyws, todae is a happy dae. i finally get some sun and went swimming! :D
felt like i'm finalli out of some cave or sth.
and i ate kfc. (okay this is nth to be so excited abt actualli but i feel quite happy while i was munching the banditto and spicy drumlets away) sometimes mayb life gets a bit too depriving tt i start look for little pleasures like this. :S but nonetheless :D.
and well, i snipped away my hair! yay!
now i looking like a good school girl w those short finges.

i love my free daes.
but i hate it when i see a mountain of work in front of me.
i mean it's reali quite scary. like i feel like resting for a day but i realised tt i cant afford to do tt. :(
boooooooooooo.

on a happier (in a way) note, next wk's mid term break. looking forward to all the gatherings :D.
wanna go buy some lanterns soon mans.
bye peeps.

2007-09-15T04:54:00.000-07:00

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
this is so much like a spoilt brat but I DON WANNA STUDY :(
RAH.
so bored and i don seem to be productive at all these few daes.
history mid term on tues and 3 reaction papers due tml. SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASEEEEEEEE.

retail therapy is so :D.
went shoooopings w tina yest and thou i din buy much stuffs, i kind of splurge a lil on this esprit top. for i forgive myself since i hadn't been shopping for a million yrs.

feel like having a new cut hair and trimming my bushy brows :(

and hehe 2nd oct's coming so i jolly well shld start preparing for my proposal. :D

oh ya. and i've lost all the blog add of my dear frens cos i changed my whole layout. :( plus i have no idea how to reply on the comment board cos my whole blogger is in chinese and it's soooooo chim for me to read them.

OHNO i'm feeeling sleeepy now. WAKIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. and bye.

2007-09-11T08:28:00.000-07:00

it's been such a long time since i've blogged. but today, i suddenly feel like gg back to blogging again. and i've decided to ditch my old blogskin and change into something reali simple :D hehe.
sometimes when i'm blogging, i feel like i've got so much to say to the extent tt i've nothing to sae. okay that sounds complicating eh?
and the truth abt me not wanting to blog is that, firstly, i'm damn lazie to type out my words. and well, secondly, cos i don reali noe how to convey my thoughts in words.
it's been so long since i've blogged until i'm wondering if anybody's still reading my suakupoks. HAHA.

okok. errmm let me start off w some RANTINGS of mine first. so how time flies and i'm coming into the 5th week of sch. and seriously seriously, i don reali like school. i mean yeaps and i love my frens and og mates, i love the breaks and the food and eating and gossiping and some bonding. but i'm still not used to the NEVER EVER GONNA END piles and piles, mountains and mountains of readings tt i have to read. it's reali chimalogyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :( and i don like not having a fixed class. mayb throughout my 6 yrs of primary school, 4 years of secondary school, 2 years of jc, i'm sooooo used to being in a class. the feeling of hanging out together, playing and even mugging together. and now suddenly i don have a fixed class and everywk i go into the tutorial room, attend the tutorials and go off to my nxt venue and weeks and weeks passed by but seriously i cant even remb 1/4 of the names of pple in my tute classes la. :S that sounded so damn pathetic but i tink it's not like i'm having STM or wad but IT'S JUST THE WAY IT IS IN FASS?
and the fact that my classmates are those pple whom i feel motivated to go to school everydae throughout the 12 yrs of education.
sudd i don reali feel as motivated to go for tutorials, esp when i'm gg alone and i didn't manage to finish any readings.

ok i guess that's enuff of rantings for now.

on a happier note, i went to watch hairspray todae w rach and teebang. wohooooooooooooo. i tell u ZAC'S SOOOOO SOOOOOOO SOOOO HOT CAN! *some flying kisses.
i love the retro tops and shoes and accessories, love the retro buildings and retro cars, and most impt i love the music and the retro dance movessssssssssss. like i feel like dancing along w themmmmm.
but on a sadder note, i guess there's still a gap between the morale in the show and the REALITYYYYYYYY.

sudd feel like watching high school musical again. and i wan to watch high school musical 2.

i tink just like everyone else, i miss my a4beeegirlies a whole lot! :(
i miss our codes and laughters and hugs and burps.
i guess everyone's too busy adapting to life.

ok i tink i shldn't be depressed now. HAHA. TAKE CARE AND ENJOY EVERYONE!

2007-08-27T07:22:00.000-07:00

RAH.
back to blog again. i'm into the 3rd week of school todae. and had my first tutorial todae.
wells weeells, i love orientation and playing games a lot. but not so true when it comes to tutorials.
it was rather scary walking into a tutorial room alone, hardly knowing anyone there. and the atmosphere seems v stern.
and now, while looking at the piles of readings tt i am suppose to read (and it's piling up like nobody's business), i'm starting to emo a bit. like i miss tutorials in jc so much.
like it's so much less stressful. u don feel the neeed to noe the answer and sometimes u jus don borther when u didn't finish ur work in the first place.
but todae, i feel so bad and lost when i didn't finish my readings.

everyone seems like malvolios: w/o a sense of humour.

anyws, it's pretty freaky u see. and huimin shared the same sentiments as me.

ok. i wan to emo for a moment goodbye pple.

I NEED FOOD THERAPY: YAY STEAMBOAT TML :D

2007-08-19T20:13:00.001-07:00

i feeel very much like closing down this blog.
cos i don feel like blogging anymore.

nvm, i shall just keep it for the time being, and blog when i feel like it.
goodbye peeeps.

2007-08-13T18:32:00.000-07:00

beeeeps. finalli back for some updates. decided not to let my blog rot.
back from o week, and sch's gonna start sooon :(((((! gotta go for a lect later in the noon.
but thn again, o week was reali fun la. i didn't expect it to be initially and was quite worried abt having pre sch blues. but hehe, i've meet nice pple and nice frens and i love teh neeeeeeee! <3>

didn't noe why but i feel quite lost in time for a moment. like i cant realli remb todae's date. i tink i'm suffering from short term memory. carrying on, i went for this free dance trail at studio wu w tina rach and dolly tt dae. and i realised tt, I CANT REALI DANCE FOR NUTS. omg lor so sad to sae tt but i feel tt my movements are so weird in a way or other. like pple look so hip and natural but my dance moves look v auntish. :((((( SOB.

arhs. feeel v sleepy sudd.

anyws, i'm so excited cos i'm gg to watch secret aft sch todae YAY i hasn't been watching a movie for such a long time i tink. and wheees i hope it's gonna be good. it better be lor!

Aug gonna be quite a busy mth. loads of bdaes to celebrate. why must everyone's bdae be in august?!?!?!!

smacks!

bye loves.

2007-08-04T17:11:00.000-07:00

YAY. feels so good to be at home this sundae morn. ((((((:
orientation's on for the last 3 daes and it was actualli quite fun thou sometimes, i feel so tired tt i just feel like stoning there and drifting in my lala land. but thn, my OG peeps are quite nice too so i managed to resist the temptation to pon oweek and came for all the 3 daes.
and surprisingly, making new frens isn't as miserable as wad i tot HAHA. ok la it's not all the while but i just don like this transistion period of being frm strangers---->buddies. something like a v shy and not so "exposed" (in a way) feeling.

okie. and next, THANKS TO TINA, i've gotten ticks for the ndp REHEARSAL yest night :D but the most disappointing thing is when the emcee says that "tonight's performance is purely a rehearsal and there will be no fireworks display" OMG i feel my heart shattering into pieces.
but anyws, i tot tt this year's performance was the best out of the 3 other i've been to so far. superb sound effects (it seems like i'm in a cinema instead of a stadium) and lighting was great as well (sth like watching a concert). and other then the dynamic land and air defence performance, there's SEA as well this year! DAMN COOOLIO. okie some pics upppppppppppppppppp----------->

okayyyy. posted up this pic to show the extent of my "abuse" onli to blame on my not-so-fast reaction and sitting next to violent pple. LOL. sucha poooooor thing :(

rah i tink i miss singing along national dae songs SOOOOOOO MUCH. and i tink i wont have a chance to do it anymore in school :(

hope i'm gonna get ndp ticks for next yr's performance as well! plssssssssss.

hoho i tink i gotta take a nap soon. not sure if it's due to pre school blues or wad, i've been suffering from lack of sleeep, lose of appetite, and constant shitting for the past few daes. I WAN MORE GOOOD FOOOD.

and lastly, gonna stayover in sch on mon so will be away for the time being.

loads of kisses. i miss my flens. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2007-07-31T06:56:00.000-07:00

BEEEEEEP.
ok time's running out so i gotta a fast post. just lemme rant for a while.
sch's starting real fast and i'm kinda nervous abt it!! RAHHHHHHHH.
feeeeel sooo jing zhangsssss. omg.
new school, new environment, new frens, new syllabus, new fooood.......? :(
saying bye bye to uniforms. wahseh i seriously hate thinking of wad to wear every morn la! i kind of wish i can just wear my big tee, fbts and flip flops out every single dae.
another fass talk to attend tml (well, it's super duper sian, thn charmaine's big 19th and orientation starts on thrus! PLS WISH ME ALL THE BEST AND COOD RUCK TO ME OK.
feeeling butterflies in my stomach everytime i tot of tt! i'm sucha shy girlzzzzzzzz.

and, the stupid bidding system is sooooooooo confusing la. hate it mans.

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end of my rant.
guess many of my dearest frens are having their orientation now as well so enjoy guys!

hai. time to read up abt the bidding system :(.
coodbye.

2007-07-23T05:13:00.000-07:00

bbbbbeeeeeeeeeepppppps.
okays i see myself growing horizontally but heck lah.
anyws,completed 3 rounds of foodie foodie w sy and my (:
thumbs up to first round of tze char, second round of desserts, and third round of durians. YAY to the durian season. durians all over the place and YUMS YUMS.hoho. finalli got the kayaking pics! (:
felt so NUA this wkend cos i'm a bit like slacking away. sudd feel fat compared to kayaking for 14 hrs the wk before. wannna gooooooo kayaking agn soooooooon.

cable ski soon! (:
coodbyes!

2007-07-15T21:24:00.000-07:00

did this drawing the hse test while i was too bored and decided to try it when i saw it on yijin's blog. and here it goes:
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

HOHO. i wish i'm a very tidy person.

2007-07-15T16:29:00.000-07:00

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelooooooooooooooooo........
woke up at 6+this morn. :( and pathetically suffering frm burns and muscle aches all over the body.
BUT THN, kayaking was fun fun fun.
(thou it was a bit of unglamness for me) the way i climb sooooo hard to get into the boat frm the waters was so UNGLAM and pathetic lah. *shys*

went for this 2 daes 1 star course for kayaking and hoho i am now a one star kayak cert holder! but doubt i'm gg back for a 2 star or wad. i tink i'm not exactly qualified cos i'm like rowing in circles all the time. :S loved the guys and the girls frm the kayaking course cos they're reali nice and helpful lah! (:

okays and well there's this v cool belgium choco stall in golden mile FC and it looks reali high tech (in comparison to the hawker centre) and i tot the waffles w choco dip are quite yummy! wanna go back for some choco fondue soooooooooooooooon i hope. yay and since i've used uppp soooooooooo much energy, GONNA EAT MORE.

beeep. time for breakfast. bye!

2007-07-04T05:46:00.000-07:00

i was on the way home frm work yest and i past by compass point to get some stuffs.
while walking pass the mrt station, i saw groups of students in sch uniforms sitting outside the mrt slacking and chatting away.
and then, i starting feeling damn old.
i tink i've aged. and am so far frm the uniform days.
couldn't remb when was the last time i wore the sch uniform, sitting at the mrt station just to chitchat w my friends.
miss my ugly smrt worker uniform and dirty brown uniform so much. :((

anyws, i tink i've become sucha home person that i enjoy coming home frm work everydae. i will go jogging thn slack, online and watch tv at home. i don reali feel sad that nobody's exactly dating me out and i don exactly borther to date pple out either.
i tink i'm enjoying time as it is now. hoho.
wonder if that's some kind of post holiday syndrome or wadsoever.
thn i will take out my table full of tibits, and start munching on them.
i tink i'm sucha loser when it comes to food.
and i'm still set on the idea of jogging 3 times a wk when i stop working next wk. or mayb no, starting from THIS wk. (:
dieting is sucha failure mayb i shld turn to exercising more.

anyws, i tink japanese tibits are great. from chocos, to biscuits, to cheesecakes, to pistachio nuts and wasabi chips, I LOVE EM ALL! :D
super yummmy leh. kinda regretted not buying enuff supply to last my whole lifetime. (thou they're like stacking up like Mt Fuji).

ohya anyws, i'm seriously thinking if i shld take up japanese studies. and when i told charmaine that, she begged me like crazy not too. haha. but thn i tot again, mayb taking it up wont mean some internship in japan or wad and i'll love the idea!
we shall see hw.

oh ya and i'm doing my accountings these daes on my expenses. tot that i must start saving up $ to go taiwan next yr. but thn again..... i wonder if it will last till next yr. kinda incredible but i hasn't been saving any $ AT ALL since after the a levels. :S

okay this is not getting anywher. BYE <3

2007-06-30T05:16:00.000-07:00

heeeeeelos. BACKIE from hokkaido. in a nutshell, hokkaido's all abt crabs, salmon, melons, milk, cheese, ishiya chocos, lavenders and flowers, onsen, tatamis, ice creams and kobe steak. that's abt it for the past 7 daes. and now, i'm back to singapore, back to my home, and back to reality. boooooo.
couldn't exactly remb every single thing i did in hokkaido but overall i tot it was reali a nice country w great good, fresh air and nice scenery! and basically i eat and eat and eat and i started wondering hw come my pants didn't burst on me. but surprisingly i realised i've lost an increbible 1.5kg while i was away frm home.

aiyahs, all in all, too lazi to reali blog in details abt my trip so i guess i'll just let pictures do the writing! hoho.

2007-06-21T10:08:00.000-07:00

i tink i couldn't be any happier todae! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
YAYYYYYYYYY.

2007-06-15T23:28:00.000-07:00

the stupid bad weather and gloomy skies made me stay at home, emoing and nua-ing away. but i tot that was quite good cos i hasn't been doing that for a long time.
mayb i've been living in self-denial for too long or wad, seems like i don tink abt things as much as before. (or mayb that i don wan to tink abt somethings at all)
okays. mayb my life wasn't tt depressing lah actualli. it's just a lack of aim (and mayb that's wad i like abt sch).
and everydae i went to work w no aim, and trying VERY VERY VERY hard to keep my eyes awake. sometimes i feel like pasting stickers w the image of EYES on my eyes so that i can just stone and slp. okay lame idea.
anyws, on a happier note, i realised i onli need to work for 3 more wks and then, goodbye ups!

quite stupid, but i was just thinking randomly abt friends just now. i was kinda wondering why there are some pple whom u hasn't seen for nong nong time but u can still relate to while there are some u see almost now and then but there's just nth much to tok abt. and, so wad type of fren am i actualli?

aiyahs raining weather seems to soak in stupid ideas into me.

2007-06-10T09:36:00.000-07:00

yays. so super super happy to be onlining and slacking at this hr of the dae. realised it's been sucha NONG NONG NONG TIME that i hasn't been online on a wkdae morn. phews..
hurrays i'm FINALLI free for the wkends from now on! :D:D:D:D so pls date me out if not i'll be a lil sad kid toooos. but thn, working 7 daes a wk made me treasure my wkends and break time more. i didn't know tt earing $ would be such a miserable thing to do. but hopefully, that could be a blessing in disguise too? the previous wkend was great thou i was kinda shagged and tired out. i couldn't believe how no-life i was aft i started working 7 daes a wk i don exactly borther to meet up w frens and i will try to slp as much as i can when i have the time to do so. for now, some pics up! (was just wondering if my blog is becoming like a photo blog cos i'm like alwaes uploading photos and photos tt i tink there's more photos thn words :S)the mac celebration on fridae was great. feels like a kid all over again and we just scream out our lungs all the way. not sure if tt was considered telepathy or wad, the bdae girls wore greeeen w/o any info on tt. :D i seriously thinks that mac bdae celebrations are kinda cool. mayb i shld celebrate my 21st bdae there or sth.

ok i uploaded this pic cos don you tink that my face looks totally like a red red red red tomatooooooooooooo???????? damn red and round don ask me why i'm RADIANT. and i tink gg back to ny agn after so long make me miss my sch daes alot alot.

a4bees class gathering at town on sat. thou it didnt last exactly for so long, i still feel happy to see the boys and girls w botak heads, permed hairs, dyed hairs, reboned hairs, short fringes and longer hairs after the As. seems like it's beeeennn so sooo long since we're graduated.

ok and on sun morn i did sth wad most pple would tink it's stupid. i went on this tour (hippo, duck and hot air balloon tour) early in the morn. it's quite kinda fun actualli but i feel like i'm a tourist. i would tink it's super cool and exciting if i hadn't knew my spore tt well.

and whhhheeeeee. eating at xinwang hk cafe aft work yest to celebrate our LAST DAE of the wkend job! HURRRAYs.
okie tt's it for my wkends. 2 more wks of wokring and thn, I'LL BE ENJOYIN IN HOKKAIDO. :D:D:D:D

coodbye.

2007-06-03T06:46:00.001-07:00

kinda too nua+tired+shagged to blog in details. a quick one cos i tink i wont blog abt it anymore if i don do it now. anyws, mayday concert was a blast after a bad long dae working. but it's damn tiring and i stood all the way for like 12 hrs?! :((( but still wheee-o-weeets MAYDAY ROCKS! and i seriously wan to thank EGGY (doubt she'll be reading anyws) for the ticks and lightstick. YAYYY.

BAH BAH. back to work again tml. and oh ya HAPPY BDAE MY DEAREST KUKU FREN JP! :D

2007-06-01T18:49:00.000-07:00

beeeeep.
i think hasn't been blogging for sucha nong nong nong time that my blog is rotting away.
anyws, just a little update to prevent suakupoks from further rot-tation. life's been okay so far. good and bad and getting rather busy working 7 daes a weeek. especially for such a slacker and non-workaholic like me, i tink i'm almost 1/2 dead.
courtesy to my dearest BEAST fren chiayin who made this collage. it's so so so nice can! and alot of my monsterous pics inside. luckily it was in this muddy colour and it's able to camouflage my terrible pics. anyws, i seriously miss my school days the most. i kinda miss laughter till headaches and tummyaches (okay i noe i've repeated this for a thousandth time) seems like all the celebrations aren't so fun anymore w/o sch. :( and here. ISN'T WIEBBER SUPER DUPER UBER CUTE?! he's sucha sweetie here leh. *melts* thou i wasn't a dog fan lah, but i tink wiebber's too such too resist. i shall pester tina to open her doors for me to visit him soon. :D:D:D:D

anyws anyws anyws! I'M GG FOR MAYDAY CONCERT LTR. YAYYYYY. much thanks to eggy (and tina who intro me to eggy) anyws, YAYYYYYYY. i gonna scream scream and scream and rock down the max pavillion.

okay lah. i wonder if anybody still read suakupoks. :S so well, coodbye.

2007-05-12T02:11:00.000-07:00

i couldn't remember how long it was, to be sitting on my desk and looking at my dairy which i almost forgot abt its existence.

2007-05-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

PEEE-PEEE-PEEE!
hoho. while i'm busily uploading my pics onto my blog, i sudd recieve a call frm jp asking me to tune in to channel 8 cos got my idol. (grasshoppers) '_' sickening lah!

anyws, YAY. the pics i've taken todae are the nicest ever. mayb it's cos of the weather the lighting, the clothes we wear. but most imptly, i tink it's becos of our pretty facess! HAHA.
went cycling for 3 hrs at ecp todae. supposingly a class gathering but it turned out to be quite a failure lah. onli 7 pple turned up, but still, cycling & cam whoring rocks. but i'm suffering frm the post effect frm cycling - my kkb hurts and my shoulders and cheeks are burnt! :(

CUTIE GIRLZZZZZZZZ.

THE FIRST ATTEMPT :D

GOODBYE CELLULITE

100% V

and last but not LEAST, my shocking picture thanks to tina.

okie. mondae tml. back to workkkk. arh and no more PH for the time being. :( but thn, JIAYOUS $$$$ goodbyes.

2007-05-05T10:45:00.000-07:00

yupp yupps. quick post here gonna get to bed real quick cos super shagged now. anyws, i hate my blogger lor. i don unds why but it's alwaes in chinese and i don noe how to read them! (okay mayb i'm too lazy hehe)
wanted to blog yest but i tink mayb it's becos of loss of memory or sth (obesity!), i kind of stucked somewher.

hoho. thou my cam phone kinda suck,i still tink this picture is soo pretty isn't it? :D quite incredible but i spent 1 and 1/2 hrs walking from our dear UPS to changi village yest night w yj, ht, yl & jp just for food.

okie. like food AGAIN?! hai. my diet plan starting frm mon is not working at all. and on the other hand, i'm like ballooning up.

anyws, backie from shopping and movie. (cos it's PAYDAY:D) anyws, this sounds so incredible but thn, it's my first movie since the As. okay okay. i noe i'm sucha mountain tortoise bleahs. but thns, movie at the grand cathay was super cool can. with usher, wide screen super good imaging and sound effect. but spiderman was kinda disappointing thou. okie. getting out of point WAN TO GO AND SLP ALR. cycling tml. SHED OFF SOME FATS THEREEEEEEEE! goodbye and goodnight.

2007-04-29T07:00:00.000-07:00

pokes!
the wkend was great (like alwaes) but i'm so shagged now. seems like the effort to wake up at 6.30 everydae has taken it's toll on me :( and i'm so used to my biological clock that i woke up at 6+ even on wkends. :( ARHS. and saying abt biological clock, i tink tina and i cant communicate anymore. cos our biological clocks are totally opposite. like i will be sleeping when she's awake and she'll be abt to go to bed when i woke up. omg.
anyws, our sentosa trip became a SIANTOSA trip due to the bad weather. i seriously tinks that there's some curse or sth. like we've been saying tt we wan to go to sentosa for the don-noe-how-many-millionth time, and it just failed and have thunderstorm. ): SICKENING HATE IT. mayb it's fated that we have to eat and be fat pigs.

so well, after sucha NONG NONG time, i finalli met up w the a4bee girls+mitzy. :D WHEEHOO. yay. pot-rucks sooon! some pics up!

a group pic (mitzy missings)i seriously tinks that yellow is the next IN colour.

dancing some stupid dance in the middle of the underpass to esplanade.

beeeeps. donoe if it was my taste buds or wad, i do tink that food frm nyny is getting worst :( the yankee burger i ate almost make me wanna puke and it's so huge and fattening that i feel so disgusted by myself. GONNA START MY DIET PLAN ON MON.

sorry but i ate ricetable buffet dinner just now.

SOMEBODY PLS HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

okie. YAY no more mon blues tml. tues is LABOUR DAY. time for some break! HURRAYS. goodbyes.

2007-04-26T06:16:00.000-07:00

YAY. thanks to my lao jie, i've got donuts from donut factory! HURAAYS. no more emo-ing! :D:D
so right now, i'm sitting right in front of my comp and savouring every bite of my heart shaped white chocolate donut w strawberry filling. BEEPS.
this means that my alr v round tummy is getting rounder and rounder. like frm a melon to watermelon?! :S HELP. and sitting in front of the comp for 8 hrs doesn't help while i'm munching non stop. SHIT. oh ya, and onli up till todae, i just hrd tt rubbing ur tummy will make is rounder and rounder! )))): not sure how true that was. but thn, i guess that's the SECRET behind my big tummy. RAH.
btws, i'm damn happy cos, (other thn donuts), TML IS A FRIDAE. pee-pee-peee-pee! WHEE.

2007-04-25T07:23:00.000-07:00

EMO POST AHEAD! pls beware.
sorry for being a little emo todae. but thn i was looking thru my own friendster pics and the nostalgic feeling kind of flows in somehow. ))):
i tink i miss sch a whole lot. and i kind of miss my frens.
there's just something diff back in school. i can't reali put them into words.
but mayb.. something like a common background or wadsoever.
looking at so many pple, and there're many whom i haben seen for ages. and it wasn't like that before.
saying "busy" isn't a very good excuse i suppose, and that includes me.
i wonder how's many out there.

i miss the feeling of being under one roof, miss laughing till my stomach hurts, miss laughing till i get headaches, miss mugging in school till it's pitch dark, miss the many outings, my fieldtrip and aph operation.

and shit. saying this, i sudd feel like crying. damn emo how uh?! i tink i'm pms-ing now. hasn't been in the best of moods and my stomach feels so damn bloated!

i kind of think that i've been trying my best to avoid myself frm emo-ing (which i do v often) and i tried my best to avoid looking at any letters, pics or cards.

RAH.
kay. less of emo-ing. it's not doing me any good. tml will be a better dae. shall look forward to wkends, some sentosa and some RiceTable.

mayb it's time i'm gonna grow. but i wish things would be the same.

2007-04-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

beeeps! *sorry but the eye pollution but i wanted to post up some pics and couldn't find any decent one. so yeaps, my (eh not exactly mine) new canon camera.

i tink i'm behaving so much like a pig todae. i slp, woke up, have my breakfast, went online and look at food blogs, go back to bed, wake up and ate my tau huay, went back to slp, wake up for dinner. i tink i'm crazy. hope i don lose sleep tonight. :D anyws, tot i shld just replenish and get as much slp as i could before i start gg to work tml. HAI. gonna start working at UPS tml alr! i wish i can just cont slacking like the past week, but i guess it's $$$$. money money money, i need them badly. so i just hope that i can able to hold up to the task! ganbette!

realised tt my memory is depleting these daes. i tink it's bad to the extent tt i will be toking to my fren and forgot wad i actualli wanted to sae. shit. i tink i'm ageing at the age of 18. HELP!

okies. goodrucks to me tml! (:

2007-04-19T09:56:00.000-07:00

pssst! quite a surprise i'm still wide awake at this hr of the dae. i kind of tink that i've overworked my mind to the extent that i'm so awake now. arhs.
went cycling and thn kbox todae. soo super shagged now w aching thighs, painful butts, voiceless and sleepy eyes. :S it was super tiring to cycle todae cos the paddle of my bike was so tight and i need to use alot alot of force to push it forward. feels like i'm paddling on the cycling machine at the gym instead of cycling on the bike. and my kkb hurts so much too. ):
but thns, it's quite shiok to cycle on a SUNNY wkdae lah.

anyws, i'm realli a happy girl slacking and playing now! :D wheehooo. so shiok to slack like this and not having to wake up early in the morning. but thn, my pathetic savings are depleting SOB. so well, gonna get back to work soon. saying abt that, jp told me that i'm confirmed by ups but i will just have to wait for their processing and the call. so well, i tink i i need to be patient. actualli i sekeretly hope that they can be slower so that i have more time to slack. teeheees!

anyws, i cant help it but wanted to post pics of my shuaiges up on my blog since some time ago. but so lazie till now! :D:D:D:D:D so well, HEHEHE <3<3<3>aiyohs i seriously love his dimples leh. *GRINS :D
and i finalli understand why tina keep pestering me to watch gokusen2 HOHO. ok i tink i shld stop being sucha teeko girl.

and on a happier note, in the process of planning for a trip to hokkaido w my family. but thn it's $$$*kachings and oso we got some probs in time scheldule :( so shall see how, hopefully i can go japan again. thn i can see my shuaiges! :D:D:D:D haha. *fat hope* but thn it would mean that i seriously need to start saving for the trip (if there is one) HAI. time to earn more, spend less! RAH~

shopping tml :D budget of the dae=not more then $10. goodbyes!

2007-04-15T07:42:00.000-07:00
hoho! thought that i could spare some time to blog a little while watching gokusen.
btw, gokusen rocks leh! i tink it's a reallig good drama. it's realli funny yet touching at the same time. like how it made me wanna cry, and laugh out loud sometimes. HOHO. ROCKS! :D
i guess that's wad i love abt jap dramas. short and sweet and dramatic.

anyws, gotta wake up real early tml! :S have to go downt o UPS for an interview! hope i will be accepted. good pay, good location, good companion. wad more can i ask for. pls pls pls. wish me good luck okies! (:

and btw, i've a hair cut yest! haha. hebe's style. the assymetric type of hair. yayy i tink wendy is a reali good hairstylist. gonna stick to her.

yeaps. off for more gokusen. goodbyes! :D:D:D

2007-04-12T19:14:00.000-07:00
wohooo. it feels so good not having to wake up early in the morn at 7 and drag myself to work and taking the 1 hr of bus ride tt makes me feel so sick. yayys. i'm finalli done w my assignment for 2 wks and i'm free again. but due to my efficiency (yeah right), i manage to finish my work within 7 daes. so yeaps, :D FREEDOM. phew.
anyws, yest attempted to go cycling w tinawu to exercise end up into a eating outing. it was reali sad cos it's raining and the floor is all wet :( w the tree branches all over lor. and it's a working wkdae so the whole park was pretty isolated. and thn we were cycling 1/2way and it started raining. our $6 not fully utilised. but nonetheless, i wan to make a recommendation of this japanese restaurant! :D they're reali good. it's my first time gg to waraku east coast and thumbs up for there services. when u go in, pratically everyone in the restaurant will scream "sumimasen!" and "arigato!" when u walk out of the restaurant. how enthu can they be. for once, i reali feel it's quite worth the 10% service charge i paid. and the food was good too! and the menu looks so overwhelming that i had a hard time thinking wad i wan to eat! so pics up! :D

i tink the display are reali like "woahhhhhhh~~~"

my curry don! :D

slurpssss.
yup yup.
so well, gg to cut my :S yucky hair todae!
hai. seriously i'm spending much more than wad i'm earning right now. :( gotta save up soon!
on a sadder note, tina was saying i'm becoming more depressed aft i started working. :( omgawds. i seriously tinks so. not that i'm reali suffering frm depression lah. but sometimes i actualli miss my own laughter when i'm at work. i seriously hope that the rest of my life wont be like tt. if nto i'll just kill myself. and btw, that's oso the reason why i'm so exceptionally delighted when i'm free! WHEEEHOO. it feels like the air i breathe in smells good too (ok lame).
and on a happier note, my F21 top has arrived on mon! whee hoo. cheap and in good condition! and, the best thing is tt i can actualli fit into a F21 size M. *hand claps for me* and thn, my gojane mule has been shipped out too. 2 more wks i suppose. YAY. :D online shopping seriously rocks. but it's damn addictive. HELP.
ok i gotta go bathe and go down to my agency thn meet ms yeow for her lunch. goodbye peeps!

2007-04-08T02:12:00.000-07:00
hello. hasn't been updating my blog for sucha long time tt i tink it's been rotting away. it's been soo sooo long tt i don even feel like updating it anymore. till i was blog hopping todae and i sudd tot that it would be good if u can leave ur happy memories down somewher.

hoho. so right now, i left my old co and found a new job at the concourse. it's seriously VERY BORING and brainless at the same time. so bored tt i go to work, look forward to 1 wher i can meet rayna for lunch at bugis, go back to work wher time seems like it's ticking away, thn look forward to 6. ARH. it's silently killing me everydae lah. but the best part is, that's onli gonna be 2 wks. but i'm not too sure if i shld accept the offer and cont staying in the company. hai. dillema. when i have no job, it's fan but when there's job i feel v fan too. aiyahs it's juet so sickenings mans! ): how i wish money can drop from the sky or i can strike 4d (but how can i strike 4d when i don even buy them?)

oh no this is getting quite rubbishy. sometimes, when u hasnt been blogging for a nong nong time, u've so much to tok abt till i don even noe wher to start right now. so while i was resting and slacking away, i did quite a lot of meaningful (or mayb not?) events recently. was trying to be a pseudo sporty girl and started exercising more often. and yeaps something that i reali wanted to celebrate is that i FINALLI gotten my license for cycling (or so i suppose) er hem. HAHA. hasn't been cycling for YEARS that i tot i would forgot how to cycle but i went cycling some time ago and thankfully i didn't injure myself or anyone else. :D hurrays.

the 2 sentosa trips was oso :D thou i didn't exercise much in either one but still wheee heee.
and these daes i've realised tt i'm so dark and freakly that i tot i must protect myself from age-ing! HELP. anyws, pictures up! wohooo:
pseudo beachy girlzzzzzzz

hoho. and it's my virgin time riding on the sky ride (sounds a bit hehe suaku-but that's oso why u're reading suakupoks.blogspot.com) anyws, it was pretty fun yet scaryyy :S cos i onli tried on the skyride in korea b4 and it was covered below. but this in sentosa was not. and u can see everything below very cleary and who noes if u struggle hard enuff u might just end up in the jungle and roads below it.
hehe i seriously tink this pic is soo KAWAII. it's my lil idea but isn't it so cute?! :D <3<3<3
whoops sorry for my :D face but thn i tink the scenery behind is quite.. prettaye.

and then yupps.
to digress a little, i'm seriously quite sick of working. but quite sick of slacking too sometimes. i feel that when u work, there's no aim in my life, but when i slack, there's no aim either. or mayb it's just me feeeling v aimless at work. HAHA. but at the same time, i wonder how will life be aft uni starts. like how to get used to the hectic life when i'm like being sucha nua-girl now. hai.
i'm sorry but this post is getting nowhere.

last but not least, my current addiction=online shopping! arrrhh.
goodbyes!

2007-03-23T05:18:00.000-07:00
sometimes i tink humans are quite confused abt wad they're feeling.

it was finalli my last dae todae (or so i suppose), just when i tot that i shld be celebrating cos 3 mths ago i was praying very hard for this dae to come and looking at my calendar thinking when will it be.
but no, i wasn't as happy as i expected myself to be. instead i was quite emo on the way back home from my co todae.
i tot i will miss the goreng pisang and the tutu kueh alot.
and also my colleagues and bosses i was under. and esp jenny w the lunch breaks and toilet breaks and keeping me updated with all the gossips in our office.
haha.
mayb i've alr grown to get used to the routine office work.
somemore, some little things did made my dae.
like when u see cute lil bois on ur way to work, eating a piece of yummmy goreng pisang aft work, gossiping abt colleagues, drawings lines and doing brainless stuffs.

okay that was a bit off. but thn i do hope to find another job soon lah. realised it's quite boring to stay on like this meaninglessly. and i sekeretly hope that my co will call me back for some temp position. haha!
GOODBYE APCIS!

2007-03-19T07:41:00.000-07:00
oh wells, so my finalli is FINALLi. i'm FINALLY updating my blog.
so, life's been good.. and bad at the same time.
was abit so slow, but thn i finished my previous assignment and took a one week break while i'm back to the same co again doing other things.

and i din waste my one week break away. i was trying to fully utilise my everydae as breaks are hard to come lor. so well, my blogshop will be up SOON hahahaha. soon lah. but thn just a little preview! look at all these cakes below AREN'T THEY REALI REALI CUTE?! so well, if interested pls tell me and contact me okie :D
so todae is back to school for many, and back to work for me as well. and sadly, i ended up doing sai gang for the second 1/2 of my dae moving cartons and pasting stickers till my arms are aching now. and while i was doing, i sudd start to emo a little. and i was reminded of wad i've learnt in econs last time (disguised unemployment) hahahaha. this was quite random but i remb it was sth like underutilising of a person's skills. like for e.g a graduate as maid. so i started thinking abt myself and how my brain cells and under utilized.
i tot that i shld complain and whine less, but if onli i've frens doing this warehouse job along with me things would have been less miserable. but doing it alone wasn't great at all.
hopefully this wont last very long. okies shall update SOON again. bye bye!
.

2007-03-04T22:16:00.000-08:00
so well, it's been quite some time and The Day is finalli over.
have been too lazie and too sianned to talk abt this.
but i've been blog hopping and i decided like mayb it's time for me to express wad i felt.
actualli, i still hate the As. like reali reali.
i don realli see the point that you've work for mths just for tt slip of paper. and sometimes, it isn't too fair you see.
but still, congrats to those who fared well! :D i noe you guys reali worked hard and deserved that handshake up there!

and i was thinking abt my future and i' not too sure wad i reali wanted to be. i admire those who got their own ambitions and have been working towards it all the time. but sadly, i don.
like i don even noe my next step actualli.

oh and btw, i wan to thank those that were there for me during those tedious sickenings sianned months. thou my results wasn't exactly excellent, it would be so much worst off without you guys. the tchers, and all my dear friends (:
and i kind of feel like i've moved on.
like i'm no longer a jc student and i don belong to nyjc anymore.
it's time to move on and sae goodbye. (aiyohs sorry but this is so errrr hem)

and saying abt life in uni, i still don feel prepared for it.
and one of my most hated hobby is actualli to making new frens.

okie goodbye.
and i tink i miss greentea ice cream a lot now!

*you can very well ignore my stupid entry*

2007-02-28T17:02:00.000-08:00
life been like tt recently. i'm still slacking and getting paid doing almost nothing.
but youtube is great. i tink it helps to kill 80% of my boredom at work.
1 more wk and i'll be gone from this position. 3 mths is actualli quite fast.
wonder if i shld be happie cos i wont be so bored anymore or i shld be sad cos it means look for another job or getting more things to do.

the day is getting nearer and i shall not tok abt it yet. been blog hopping and i alwaes get reminded of it. i don noe. but i just refused to make myself tink of it for now.

the rainy season is back. :(
and it's making me feel sad (eh it rhymes HAHA)
oh ya. yest something v dramatic happened to me. i tot that onli appears on dramas.
i was walking out of my work place happily cos the rain has stopped.
thn i was walking on the side of the road when the bus suddenly ZOOM pass.
i wonder why there is soooo much water but before i knew it, my whole face, 1/2 of my shirt, 1/4 of my jeans, 1/2 of my hair, and even my bra was WET. :(((((((((((((((((((((((
i didn't noe there was so much water on the road. but it feels like buckets of water showered on me. yucks mans.

okie. shldnt sae too much of my suay-ness.
hoho. good rucks pple. (for you noe wad)

2007-02-25T07:00:00.000-08:00
so well, these few daes have been visiting, eating and gambling gambling and gambling!
(not onli jinpei) but i tink all of us needs to call the 1800-X-GAMBLE hotline soon. haha.
but thn again, it's win money lose money win money lose money. and in the end, i still lost $ but nvm lah. gambling for the fun of it on the festive occasion.

sakae yu sheng is thumbs up! :D

whether you wanna face it or not, the topic is alwaes popping up these few daes. and i can onli sae it's a sooner or later kind of thing. and i haben been thinking much abt my own future, about wher i wan to go. guess i will just see how by then. hai.
but thn again, i guess it's useless to make urself miserable and so worried over it. there's alwaes a way out there and i noe i've done wadever i can do. and i shall leave the rest to fate.

Your life may feel like it's being divided into two portions right now -- for instance, fun and boredom, business and pleasure, or maybe fulfilling and unfulfilling. Try to live with this duality, and resist the urge to pick one side and stay there. There are positives on both sides that you might not be seeing right now. You have the mental agility to handle this balancing act, so use it.

so wad's more can i sae about this? i guess i will have to learn and manage my boredom part. haha. i seriously think that friendster horoscopes are so true sometimes. and well, back to work tml.

2007-02-22T22:05:00.000-08:00
decided to post an entry. nah. not becos i've got anything to blog about, but it's more like 'i've got nothing to do' kind of feeling.
sometimes, you gt 101 things on your mind.
but just when you're facing the blogger screen, it seems like all the 101 things all vanish at the same time.

i had a weird dream last night. wonder if i miss school too much. or mayb i miss pple hugging me too much. haha.

i feel sooooo x10000000 unproductive these daes. like coming to work, but 90% of the time i'm just chatting and playing computer games. OMG. i din noe tt i love computer games so much.. till mayb todae. cos i used to hate them. okie not hate but well, i guess just blame it on my SLOW reaction thn makes me feel so sad cos i alwaes don manage to pass thru the many levels. anyws, pple might think that my job is great. like so sing lang and getting paid to play games. well, if onli i have a bunch of friends to tok to me here, i'll love my job. but simply sitting here and staring at the comp isn't making me happie. i feel sooooooo unproductive and sometimes wonder why the company still wan to hire me. cos i'm practically doing nothing. anyws, i do miss the aunty in my dept cos at least i'll have pple to tok to!

okie quit abt saying my job. i look totally like an ang pow todae cos it's a striking RED top todae. hoho. gg teebang's hse for visiting later. and wad's more we're gonna gamble gamble and gamble and turn her hse into a gambling den once again. LOL. just hope that red will bring me some luck! :D

anyws, mayb becos i'm too free, my mind starts to wander into lala land sometimes. like i was just thinking abt wad somebody said to me that dae "people change and are mould according to their environment. somebody who might be your best friend now might not be so in 5 yrs time."
yeah. how true can this be.
people change like the way i'm changing too. but well, sometimes they just forget to tell others. or mayb i hope that others don tell me.
(sorry but actualli i don even noe wad i'm toking)

i miss wadever that has been gone. come back.

sorry my post sounds so depressing. but thn my horoscope says that i'll be in a realli good mood starting from saturdae (tomorrow). hoho. we shall see how.

2007-02-21T05:22:00.000-08:00
too lazie to blog in details. just a few random facts.

1) the sugar frosted peanut cookie in somewhat a leavy shape that i'm eating right now is SUPER GOOD. it's my hot fave this year overtaking the position of bak kua and pineapple tarts. the pastry is realli reali yummy and it just melts in your mouth and u don get sick of it. it's a bit like 'once you pop you cant stop' kind of feeling. mayb i shld start learning to make some of these too.

2) ang pow collection for this year is good. perhaps the best ever. so damn happie i got a $50 ang pow from my company. :D and many of my cousins are married as well. so it means, more ang pow. gotta save them and keep it till the 15th.

3) another of my hot fave this yr is my mum's belachan chilli. :D:D:D:D superb. thanks huiting for her sekeret family recipe (HAHA)

4) so happi that my relatives said that my pineapple tarts are good. but thn, due to the after effect of baking them, i don even dare to eat much myself. i'd not eaten more thn 10 tarts.

5) horoscopes are so amazingly true. and my horoscope for this week says that i will be v down back to work after the cny festive (omg how true can that be i forsee myself getting so depressed in my office) but thn again, it says that my mood will be v good right from saturdae. we shall see.

6) cardio sculpt feels so good too. like a 1 hr full pe lesson. currently my thighs are so nua-ed.

7)i feel sad thinking of gg back to work tml. it's like b4 the cny, i will still look forward to the cny and be more motivated to work. but now, seems like nth much to look forward to.. uh.. unless my results. (which i totally don look forward to it).

8) okie. change topic. goodbye.

2007-02-17T05:36:00.000-08:00
happy cny pple!!! :D:D:D
in the very last min, the toh family are da shao chu-ing after the reunion dinner on the new yr eve.
look at my pretty bedsheeet! :D

2007-02-13T23:21:00.000-08:00
it's 14th feb. which spells VDAE. the dae wher you spread your love.
in this litle corner of my office, it sudd hit upon me.
WHY DON I FEEL LIKE IT'S VDAE AT ALL?!
wher are the roses, daisies, chocos, cookies, cards and candies i used to recieve?
they're nowhere.

omg i sound so depressing. but this fact just hit upon me.
it's vdae and i don feel loved.
in fact, i feel sianned and rotting and bored.
I MISS SCH.

nvm. i believe there's more to life. goodbye.

2007-02-11T03:40:00.000-08:00
how i wish everydae would be like this.
with the bright yellow sunshine outside, doing the things i love to do, baking pineapple tarts & designing stuffs for others bdae.

so here's presenting my second batch of tarts. yumms. they're beta thn the first. i seriously don mind making more but i tink i'm sick of eating them.
was still thinking of the green wedges i saw yest. it just couldn't get out of my mind. mayb i shld just get them. AIYAHS. damn broke can.
:((((((( not looking forward to work tml. not AT ALL. firstly, rach & pei will be changing dept tml=i might have 2 less pple to chat w me on msn. sobbbbbbb. secondly, i have a training to attend tml. omg. i hope i will be awake and don yawn so much.
RAH.
cny next weeek! hearing all the cny songs outside makes me reali high. HAHA. enjoy pple! :)

2007-02-09T06:09:00.000-08:00
durian puffs rocks!!! :D thou my mouth stink now w the durian smell, i still wan to sae tt IT ROCKS.

anyws, i did wad was my biggest investment even for the year. (no i tink it shld be for my whole life). i cut+dye+highlight+treatment for my hair and it costs me $169.90 :(((((((((
i'm realli v xin tong abt it. but no regrets cos my hair was never so nice before i tink. ever for my whole life. so for once, i will forgive myself. i tot tt u will still end up spending the $ somewher. like on food or clothes. but actualli it's quite worth it cos u "wear" ur hair every single dae. *okie just let me console myself*

whee hooo. it's FRIDAE and i'm super excited abt it. :D
wkend to look forward to >_<
but mon's gonna b dreading. some stupid training to attend. argh like i'm gonna be the ONLY girl there leh!! sobbb.
but wadever, just let me make full use of the wkends! HURRAYS.

2007-02-08T04:41:00.000-08:00
hehe finalli gt some time to do proper blogging. (: so i posted up loads of pics! wheeyeahs.
okie i baked pineapple tarts last sun and they turn out to be not bad lah. but i still prefer the ones i baked at azlinah's hse a yr ago. she's reali my queen baker.the first batch of tarts turn out to be chao ta-ed. so as u can see, they look reallii disgusting and they looks like n***** HAHA. (pls break the code) oh wells, but consequently they're great lah.
and yest, we went to celebrate ranitha's 19th bdae at The Rice Table @ cuppage. wohooo. it was yummy but thn i felt tt we din eat worth the $ so bo hua but i'm unable to force some things down my already pregnant tummy anymore.

sometimes, i just love the way we are. the times and the outings and wad we've gone through each and every yr. and i would like to carry on celebrating bdaes for everyone. (:

okie and to advertise a little. i'm gonna open up a blogshop SOON. aiyahs soon lah so stay tune. so below are just some of my creations. aren't they like CUTE?! ok pls sae they are and keep all the bad comments to urself. i don care.

carrying on, i'm reali reali sianned of my job. having nth to do is a torture. having things to do is a torture too. but i'm reali proud of myself tt i've come so far. so, 12th Mar i'll see u soon. just 4 more wks! :D
i guess my EQ is getting lower and lower as i age. and i don noe why.
okie goodbye and enjoys! :D

2007-02-07T19:51:00.000-08:00
there was practically nothing to do at work this morn. and so i decided to change my blogskin. :D wheee heee. i love this skin cos tot it was reali cool & pretty just that the template was a bit too small lah but tt's okie. shall change it when i see a nicer one.

anyws, HAPPY 19TH BDAE RANITHA!!! :D:D
thou it wasnt tt long, but i'm reali proud of how we still keep in contcat yr after yr. and i foresee a long long way for everyone as well. do enjoy ur 19th bdae w ur lil kids!

so yeaps, this wk and last wk have been fabulous. was productive and did many things. shall post up more pics soon at home. but i'm realli so irritated by my blogger back at home cos they're all in chinese and i reali reali have problems figuring them out. :((((((( so tt's oso y i seldom blog lah.

my job and things are getting beta. nth much to do and i feel so relax. just like sitting here to shake my leg. HAHA. but thn again, thou life's not exactly THAT miserable, i do miss a whole loads of things abt sch. i was emo-ing that dae and i sudd miss the hugs of many. i love how pple come and give me a hug whenever they see me. and i love pple who start squeezing my fats and sae how they'll love me to be their bf (HAHA- tt's for liyanah)
kind of wonder how's everyone out there right now.

okie lah. shall blog more at home. and if u find my blog boring. too bad for u.
oh and lastly, i'm dying plus highlighting my hair tml. i decided i shld reali do sth abt myself. HAHA. but my theme for todae is- UGLY. but it's okie lah. nobody's gonna see me. or at else i hope not.
goodbyes. :D

2007-01-29T18:32:00.000-08:00
yeahhs currently in my office and have the sudden urge to blog. so decided tt i shall just do it :D.

anyws, i made quite a wrong decision to head down to tm after work yest. it was hana kimi autograph session so i just decided to go aft much discussion w peis. we reach there ard 6+ and was practically stuck at the entrance to the open plaza. more pple flood in and they sqeeze and sqeeze tt i almost tot i would transform from a L size to a S size. (but unfortunately, or fortunately, i din)
anyws, all the sweaty bodies of pple ard you just stick together an it's pretty disgusting.
aft abt 1/2 hr, being squeezed and standing there w/o see-ing anything except screaming fans, we finalli decided to get out of the stupid crowd to go and eat instead.

i tink some of their fans are reali quite crazy esp all the xiao mei meis. :S irritatings lor. but thn again, i was once a lil girl.
but i will never be so enthu and crazy over idols lah. doesn't seem like i go gaga over F4 in the past ( er hemmms unlike somebody huh HAHA).

and anyws, i incredibly woke up at 6.30 this morn and forced myself out of the bed to go for morn run :D.
It was pretty shiok reali cos it's super super windy outside and it's all dark. hehe at that point of time, i do miss morn runs a tiny weeny bit.
mayb i shld go for runs more often and stop being such a nua poks!

was reading rani's blog just now and i start wondering abt certain things.
actualli, i don exactly hate my job lah, but the thing is, i don like it either.
but sometimes, it feels quite good to be left alone in this side of the 3 walls to day dream, msn and just surfing on the net. it's v not productive i noe. and tt's the thing i don like cos it doesn't give me any sense of satisfaction at all.
hai. soon it will b time to get out of this little hole.

on a happier note, a series of events to look forward to. i guess this is wad keeps me moving. (omg do i sound very depressed?!)

okie lah. enjoy pple. and YAYS. thrus will b my off dae. SHOPPING SHOPPING & SHOPPING :D

2007-01-27T06:57:00.000-08:00
yo mans. just when i was feeling so bored and sianned tonite, i just decided to paint my nails in hot pink colour. hur hur.
and now i've gt such exxagerating nails tt i tink they looks like fake ones to me. anyws, i haben been blogging for some time. not exactly to say that i'm busy. but it's more like i've gt nth much to blog abt. life's been like that. work's been boring. but thn i found out new comp games at work to kill time. hehe they act quite fun. :D aiyohs i sound so pathetic. tot tt mayb i will consider gg to some service line after this job. haiyahs don noe lah shall see by then.
anyws, vdae's round the coner. and with all the time at work, i research and found some realli sweet vdae recipes on the net. but thn again, sadly i've gt no one to bake for lah. cos i'm still single and there's NO SCH for me this yr. it's realli saddening cos i miss the hype abt vdae in sch for the past years. they feel like you wan to crack up your brains to think of sth sweet for your ur frens and loved ones. all in all, i miss sch lah. ( i noe i've said this for a millionth time). but still, i've decided to post up some pics of the lovely treats i've found online i tink they're reali reali cute! might consider baking them SOME DAE when i'm in the mood for it.

hehe. and saying abt vdae, many of my pretties are getting attached and it's cute to see them sweetly in love and transforming to heck care pple to little women who tries hard to make somebody's dae. ( this sentence sounds wrong but wadever).
oh yar and todae, i actualli wnet for the 933 birthdae bash w chew mei. thanks tina for the ticks man. this forever lucky girl who will win wadever freebies there is. anyws, i almost got drowned in a bunch of crazily screaming girls. luckily, i survived. HAHA.
last but not least, pple do visit http://www.yoursweetlittlethoughts.blogspot.com/.
the cookies and everything makes me hungry! u go girl!!
and then again, i'm making plans for setting up a blog shop too. yeahhhs :D. time to do sth productive. anyws, goodbyess! and i tink i miss nihon-go classes!

2007-01-20T21:42:00.000-08:00
so it's been another wkend.
well, time just pass like this. work, out, play, home, sleep.

i don noe wad to type, and am too lazy to blog in details. but this wk have been good see-ing many peeps.
my mood hasn't been too good todae.
cos, for the second time, i fall down from the treadmill. :S
omg lor. don ask me why.

anyws, a random urge to eat kfc again thou i just ate them yest.
i tink i'm turning into a pig. (or i already am one)
i felt so hungry these daes and cannot stop eating. HAI.

wanted to start my dress-making for new year todae.
but thns, i need to start with my design first.
i've decided to make a nice one this time.

I FEEL SO HUNGRY NOW. :(

okie. stupid entry. goodbye.

2007-01-14T05:39:00.000-08:00
the wkends+popeyes+katong laksa+limcheeguan ba kwa= <3<3<3>
but thn back to the reality, back to work tomorrow
:((((((((( HAI SIAN.
watching My Girl now. and understood why rach and my sis are so crazy over it. but thn the chi subs are killing me lor. i regret not working harder on my chinese. mayb i shld work on my chi and eng first before learning jap. :S
anyws, back to watching the drama. hope next wk will b a good wk please!!!! and for everyone else too. all the best for the next 5 daes!!

2007-01-12T17:53:00.000-08:00
wheee! and once again, it's SATURDAEEEE :D:D:D
this wk's been pretty good and busy too. my daes at work are getting beta. there's not much things to do at the office and i'm slacking and chatting on msn most of the time. teeehees. decided tt i shld not take any leave for jan and feb to earn more money. anyws it's like $52 a dae lehhhh. and thn now at least i gt the aunty to tok to me so i'm not feeling tt bored lah. thanks to my aunty-ness, i've absolutely no prob in communication w aunties. HAHA. cos like any other aunty, i love gg to cheenatown, love cooking and cheap thrills. LOL.
anyws, i'm like working on my manicure skills now to prepare for the cny!! haha decided tt i shall do my own manicure for the coming cny. and for those who wan manicure come to find me LOL. pretty nails make me happie. and saying abt cny, the boon keng mrt near my workplace is hot w all the new yr songs and deco lor. i'm gg to flood my hse w all the cutie piggy deco. saying abt tt, i promise i will start my "da shao chu" soon. PRINCESSY ROOM. HAHAHAHA.
and hor, i signed up for some cadio sculpt course at tpy cc yest. gonna start this vdae. since i'm so free on tt day and nobody's gonna date me, decided tt i shall just make myself busy. HAHA. *self deluded*
and i oso decided to wear my self-made dress for cny this yr. thou it might collaspe any moment, i refuse to spend more $ on clothes cos i don see the need to. my work don require me to dress nicely. firstly, it's located in some ulu pandan place. secondly, my working environment consists of mainly uncles who are way too old so i don borther to make myself presentable either. thridly, just to b cautious against any teeko peks. HAHAHA. so all in all, i rather spend my err quite hard earned money on more productive stuffs. :D
anyws, i just wanted to blog a little abt my most emo kbox session on thrus. HAHA. i met up w some 05a4b girls on a last min decision to go kbox. my singing still sucks and it's worst since i din go kbox for such a nong nong time. and our stamina for kbox is like shit and we ended up w no voice in no time. *except tina cos her singing is still the best among us lah* and thn we are singing the song "peng you" (my fave HAHA). and i have no idea why but we started emo-ing and crying while singing.
i guess life is so different w/o the uni sch days. no matter if it's the joyful sec sch of the funfilled jc life, it has brought to me a whole loads of laughters. like those stupid things i did in sec sch such as poking of boobs, slamping of butts pulling of skirts to things in jc like burping ,singing, eating tom yums and mac, it has alwaes bring abt laughters to my everydae life. i have to admit tt studying isn't easi at all esp in the jc period. it might even be harder thn the work i'm doing which is so slack now. but thn again, the fun lies in the frens who are ard, supporting and caring for you. and now, i tink everything is lost. :( sadly lah. but this is just life. we've gt to give and take and move on w wadever that comes. I remb reading the article saying tt 80% of the laughters in your whole life takes place when u're below 18 yrs old. i hope it's not true cos i reali wan to cont luffing and luffing like there's no tml.
aiyahs. i jiu shi miss sch, miss the brown uni, miss a4bees, miss the canteen, the gym, the classrooms, the night in sch, the tchers and every everything else lah.

We were strangers/Starting out on a journey/Never dreaming what we'd have to go through/Now here we are/I'm suddenly standing at the beginning with you/No one told me I was going to find you/Unexpected what you did to my heart/When I lost hope/You were there to remind me/This is the start/Life is a road and I want to keep going/Love is a river I wanna keep flowing/Life is a road now and forever/Wonderful journey
This song is like a summary for my jc daes. cos it reminds me of the synergy, and The One, and a4bees. (:
enuff of emo-ing and back to the topic. gotta go for nihon-classes later. goodbyes peeeps. :D ENJOY THE PRECIOUS WKENDS!

2007-01-09T07:08:00.000-08:00
todae is sucha emo dae. i dread gg to work so so so so much.
thn i started emo-ing again when i was reading yijun's blog. HAHA. i miss everyone, school SO SO MUCH LAH. omg how i wish i'm a student.
and i feel so pek chek abt my job, 80% of which goes to the sickenings uncle. ARH. i feel so pek chek toking to him tt i wan to go bang the wall. :(((((
luckily, i realised i'm not the onli odd one ouyt there. so well, guess i will just have to bear w it! BE STRONG. and don worry i'm not gg to be bullied by him mans.

i'm trying real real real hard to convince myself tt my daes are getting beta but it seems like i'm lying to myself each and everytime i said that. cos my daes din get any beta, but it got worst and worst each time. :(
everydae, i will be pms-ing before 5.30 and then my life started at 5.30 and i'll be like the first to cheong out of the office and hopping to the busstop.

thn i'll be starting to plan for my after work plans. sayign abt tt, MAY THE SUN COME OUT TML EVENING PLS. i reali reali wan to go swimmings :D
for those who hadn't been able to see me for some time. well, i'm still the old kuku me lah/ :D geeeeez.
big thanks to teebangs are the blissful tues gelare treat. wonder when will it be my turn HAHAHA. but thn well, i need to earn enuff $$ first lah! RAH. i'm starting my save $ plus exercise more plan recently. HOPE they'll carry out fine.
HAI. another dreadful tml. PLS PLS PLS MAY FRIDAE COME SOON.
to those who are feeling unhappy, JIAYOU.
and to those who're happy, count ur blessings.
oh yar and i wan to sae tt i'm having weird dreams this daes. i dreamt tt sy and jp are pregnant and i was damn shocked. thn sooon i became pregnant too. it felt so real. i can almost feel the baby in my tummy. HENG. it's all fats there when i woke up. thn sy told me tt she dreamt tt i said i wan to commmit suicide. HAHAHA. omg don worry thou i'm not happy now, i will never commit suicide.
hur hur. goodbye.

2007-01-07T05:16:00.000-08:00
nothing beats the joy of the weekends.
i woke up on sat morning feeling extremely happy for no other reason. it's just NO WORK, NO WALLS, NO BOREDOM=I'M A FREE AND HAPPY GIRL.
how i wish everydae would be like this.
but then, for the sake of $ i will just bear w everything.

thinking abt it, i've yet to come across anyone who is extremely happy and contented w their job. somehow, everyone has their part of the story to tell. so there it goes again, i wish the school daes are back again.

anyws, i was just doing some online shopping and hopping ard some blog shop. so i came across this blog which sell REALLI REALLI REALLI ADORABLE STUFFS. i tot i will just die to get them. cos they're so cute tt my heart beats faster and faster when i see them. HAHA. sounds so dumb but well, i've never come across anything so cute before. but the $ transfer are so chim and i'm such a kuku at it. so if anyone is good at it, PLS PLS PLS advice me ok. http://ku-ki-shop.livejournal.com/

HAI. i'm forseeing the monday blues ahead of me. :((((((
i'm reali trying to convince myself to stop being so negative abt work but it's reali hard hard hard.

on a happier note, went swimming todae cos of the extremely great weather i tot i MUST stop nua-ing and get out of my nest. i hope the rainy season is over and the sun is out for this time. YAY. gonna do some exercise soon lah i'm binging like nobody's business during the wkends lor. saying abt tt, my sis just came back from kukup and she bought back DUNKIN DONUTS.

and well, i had my first jap lesson yest. kawaii sensei! HAHA.

this entry is oh-so-chabalangs lah. goodbye pple kick away the monday blues.

2007-01-04T17:17:00.000-08:00
HAIIIIIII. todae started off vv badly.
firstly i was on the escalator and my pin dropped off and it was stucked at the escalator :((((((((((((.
thn i was almost trapped in the stupid cargo lift in my co building tt i almost tot tt i wont b able to get out. :(((((((((((

thn now, my colleague just told me tt i had to take over work from US dept. and i was like "HUH" oh please i don even noe wad the hell i'm doing now and it's bad enuff thou i'm slacking most of the time.
wahlao i just feel v sianned every morn tt i need to wake up and go to work, face the 3 walls and stone and count down every single hr.

okie. i noe i'm complaining and complaining like nobody's businesss but thn again, if i don complain i tink i'll just die.

my onli consolation is just the msn so that i'll be able to chat w my dear frens.

RAHHHHHH. 20th mar. faster come please.

goodbye. sorry for my rantings.

2007-01-03T06:00:00.000-08:00
3rd dae of 2007 and i don seem to like the year at all.
firstly, to many of us out there, 2007 means ADULT FARE. sobbbbbbbb. and it's reali eating into me lah! :((((((
secondly, i hate the feeling that there's no school todae.
and i get reali reali reali jealous seeing students in uniforms shopping in malls. i wish i was a student too. i miss my ugly brown uni and i miss shopping in my ugly brown uni.
thirdly, I'M BROKE. seriously my acct is depleting like don noe wad and i don even dare to check how much $ is there left in my bank acct.
forthly, my job is OH SO BORING. tt it's killing me silently. everydae, i go to work, check emails, reply them and sent them out to pple, and most of the time i'm trap in the 3 walls and staring into space. HAIIIIIII. I MISS SCH. :(:((((((((((((((

to brighten up things a little, i finalli signed up for the jap classes at the cc. :D yayyyyyys. starting this sat and i'm rather excited for it!

i've also decided to set aside some time to plan for my 2007 resolution!
1. learn japanese (which i've alr put forward the v first step to sign up for classes)
2. do skipping everydae and make use of the skipping rope eliza gave me (sorry i failed todae)
3. work on my money management (this is totally sucky cos my cash is depleting like don-noe-wad and the thing is i don even noe wher i've spent it on)
4. go swimming at least once every wk and starting working out the flabs

so basically, these are my resolutions right at this moment. thinking of facing the 3 walls back at the office tml is just killing me. HAI. i tink i shld stop complaining and start counting my blessings. anyws, i hope the donuts earrrings will b here tml. :D:D:D all the best pple!

2006-12-31T18:37:00.000-08:00
happy new year everyone!! :D
in this new year, i tot i must make it a point to conclude my 2006 and look forward to the new year.
but yest, i amazingly fall asleep at 8.30 p.m while everyone is counting down and so, i was too sleepy to blog abt anything.
nonetheless, it's better late thn never. (:

i was listening to the radio that dae and the dj was asking pple to call in to sae why 2006 was significant to them. and i started wondering wad meaningful things i did in 2006 and nothing pop out. all i could remb abt 2006 was mugging, the As, slacking and working. thou life wasn't exactly wonderful in 2006, i guess i must shoutout a wonderful thank you to all my dear frens who kept me going and all the beloved 05a4bees who make my jc life a fun and memorable one.
and in 2006, i tink i had one of the most memorable bdae ever thanks to these pple! i tink i had the most touching bdae surprise ever in my whole life and seriously, thank you so much for making it a point to celebrate my bdae w me. and carrying on, i hope all of us out there will find happiness in our own ways and may we carry on this bonded friendship ever and ever on. it's quite amazing how we still can b able to keep in such close contact till now and i thank everyone of you for it.
Next up, a big thank you to the 05a4bees for everything in the 2 yrs of my jc life. yes. we had ups and downs as well. but we still have fun when we are together as one. and the mugging for the As is so tedious but i wan to thank all my mugging buddies! all the night study programmes in sch till late at night and everywher else is so dark and u can hardly see anything, and amanda & tina for the company at tamp library. yes, mugging is very much tedious and disgusting but it will b very much worst if not for u guys tt kept me company. those lil chats and talks and walks all ard the sch compound will b kept in my heart forever.
and then again, 13 oct will b another memorable day of my life wher i step out of ny. till now, i miss everything abt sch. every little detail like wearing the disgusting brown uni tt will make us sweat like crazie, standing in attention and singing the national anthem, running to the LT and being screamed at, running to the canteen every fri, all the bdae celebrations and cam-whoring, all the peeping at ECs and mocking at pple, the tears as well as the laughters. May all of us still keep in contact thou we're on separate paths now.

after so much of emo-ing, oh well, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.
thou 2007 might not b a year i'll look forward to. and i guess life will be very much different. there will b no complaining of "sian" and packing of bags to prepare for sch on 3rd jan unlike the past 12 years. nonetheless, may 2007 be a good year for everyone out there. :D:D
goodbyes!

2006-12-31T03:03:00.000-08:00
well, i finalli gt the chalet photos and just wanna post up some pics we took here.i've such great frens who never fail to suan me abt my misery. er hemmmms.
and, much thanks to eliza for the skipping rope. i'm gonna use it soon and u choose the right person to give it too!!

okie. i tink i look so disgusting in this pic. but thens, wheee-o-weeets sexaye undies pls make full use of it okie.

i've got the greatest girlfriendssssssssss in the world. i don need a boyfriend.
HAHAHAHA.

2006-12-27T23:34:00.000-08:00
HOME SWEET HOME.
i'm finalli back from the 2D1N stay at downtown east chalet.
and while i'm looking thru all the cards & pressies, i feel that this is one trip tt i go w little things but come back w plentiful stuffs.
to emo a little, i guess we don noe how long it will last and how far we can go on like this year by year.
however, no matter wad happens next, i wan to shoutout to all my dear frens for everything in 2006. and i'm realli glad that we stick by each other in one way or other. (thou we alwaes tok abt lame and shallow stuffs) HAHA.
but you guys do make me stronger and look forwrd to my pretty dull daes even more. thank you so much! :D:D:D
and special thanks to rach & tze ye for the card and photo. i noe you all made an effort to make everyone smile. hurrays!
and thn again, i love the earrings loads! thankew.

carrying on, i feel so so so peaceful and glad tt i'm able to b online AT HOME during this wkdae afternoon and the connection seems to b super duper fast todae. HEH HEHH. i do hope tt work tml will not b so bad cos of my leave todae. please please please,

btw, it's realli amazing that i'm still pretty awake now cos i din get any sleep at all last nite. i don noe why but i just don feel comfortable w/o my bed & pillow at home.
so, i'm realli tired now :S goodbye peeps and i tink i shall post up the pics from the chalet soon! yayyyys.

2006-12-22T17:40:00.000-08:00
YAY. finalli it's the weekends and mon is a hol too! HURRAYS! :D
and then 2 daes of work just pass by like this. it's wasn't TOO bad. thou it's rather boring and i count down every single hr to 5.30. plus, i ended up doing odd jobs such as pasting stickers and i feel like a factory worker. but still, it kills time pretty well and i can just day dream and listen to my radio.
finalli get to understand my job by ABIT more and i feel tt it's quite complicating actualli cos i don reali understand the whole procedure and din go thru any proper training before the person left her seat. but still, the uncle (my colleague) was quite helpful lah. at least he guide me along.

to digress a little, SHIN YEE WAS SUPER SWEET! thanks girl!! :D:D:D i don noe when was it but she just drop by a xmas card at my door and my mum just found it. THANKS UBER LOTS! i don seem to get into the xmas mood this year and i have no idea why. i kind of forget abt it and time seems to pass super fast tt i'm not able to catch up w it. anyws, i'm so sorry i din manage to write and send out any cards this year. but thn mayb i'll still try to do it if i'm free. cos i've got loads to sae to everyone out there. thanks for everything in 2006 and we're moving real quite into 2007. the tot of 2007 makes me rather :S. with no real aims and i've no idea wad life is going to be like next.

this seems like a realli long entry but sudd i've got so much things to say. continue-ing, being an office worker makes me feel like i'm one step closer to the adult world outside. and i feel rather disgusted by this fact. things that i seldom do or don understand in the past, i finalli do them or get them now. a very simple (and stupid) example could be like shaking of hands! when i'm a student and ur fren introduce you to another fren, the most u'll do it to smile and sae "hello!". but introduction to an adult would be like shaking of hands and i'm reali not quite used to it yet. it feels so formal and well it's just reali weird lah. :S mayb tt's just how adults are like and i hate the fact tt i'm growing older and older each and every single year. HAIIIIII. another thing tt i'm reali not used to is calling a person tt is so much older then you by their name. i actualli feel like calling them "uncle" cos i feel i'm way so much younger thn them. anyws, all in all, I'M STILL FEEL LIKE A LIL KID.

on a happier note, i went for mid-nite shopping with my sis yest nite and it was pretty fulfilling. there was loads of sales going on everywher! just tt i've spent all the money i've earned for 2 daes. :( but then, i've gotten myself 2 tops, a necklace and a bracelet. it's was almost one of my first time buying a bracelet for myself cos i'm not a bracelet person and i love bangles so much more. but thn the bracelet was reali cute and pretty so i decided to get it. :D and my sis paid half the price of my necklace (cos i forced her to do so actualli) hurrrays! (: and saying abt that, i've yet to get the gift for the girls chalet! OH NOOO. gonna get it this wkend.

i kind of cant believe it's the xmas time cos i'm reali not yet prepared for it. time fries. HAHA. anyws, i look forward so much for next wk cos it means christmas, CHALET,new year and hari raya!!! i'm onli working 3 out of 5 daes for the next 2 wks ahead. WHAHAHAHAHA YES!!!!!

i guess my nong nong entry is boring everyone to death. for now, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR. i love and miss everyone loadssssssssssssssssssss.

2006-12-21T03:02:00.000-08:00
so my first dae just went off like this.
it's realli NTH TO DO AT ALL.
and i pratically get paid stoning, msn-ing, blog hopping and online shopping.
that's wad i'm doing for 90% of the time.
YAYYYS 52 BUCKS! :D:D
to think that i actualli get realli worried last nite and i couldn't sleep well cos i'm so worried.
basically, pple at my workplace are still okie thou i din realli tok to them much. but i guess there will b more work coming in soon and i wont be so happily slacking like todae.
but thn i must start planing some after-work programme if not i'll be such a NO LIFE lil girl! :(
pple, do come online and chat to me when u're free! :D
okie i'm reali sick of the comp!
GOODBYE!

2006-12-20T05:18:00.000-08:00
so, i'm starting work tml! :/ and seriously i'm rather nervous now! i'm quite worried tt my colleagues are quite dao and unfriendly and that i will have to end up eating lunch alone.
wish me all the best pple!!!! (:
hopefully everything will turn out fine and i will figure my way there and b punctual tml morning!

anyws, i sniped my hair todae. wheee it feels good to have short hair once again. feels lighter (thou it doesn't help much i'm still heavy HAHA)

and, i'm signing up for jap classes along w miss yeow! yayyyyy. wanted to learn japanese for sometime ago and since i'm freeer thn ever now, i decided i shld learn something tt is productive. i even tot of learning how to make chinese new year cookies! (WAAAHAAHA- auntie) but thn i guess azlinah can b my teacher alr!

plans to revamp my room is carrying out real slow but i'm trying to make a diff to my ABIT disgusting room. and process of making the sequin, princessy mirror is almost done. HURRAYS. i LOVE sequins <3<3.

just like lipings, i've yet to buy my xmas pressie too :( wanted to buy it yest but i onli managed to get the gift box and wrapping paper (which i guess it's rather useless cos i have no idea wad to put inside yet).

best wishes to me. GOODBYE! :D

2006-12-18T19:36:00.000-08:00
so, finalli finalli, i'm NOT unemployed.
time for some xmas shopping before i start work on thrus.
(: goodbye.

2006-12-17T03:47:00.000-08:00
woke up w gloomy skies in the morning. and for the whole dae, i was just lazing ard and nua-ing all the way. but it feels pretty good. xD
rainy days feels sad but it's still cosy to stay in my lil nest.
anyws, so i was you-tubing "it started w a kisss". ohwells, i noe i'm slow lah!
but thn it keeps me thinking how foolish a girl can be over a stupid guy. and it's so so unrealistic. (okie at least for me i wont go to such extent) and i realli tink it's stupid and crazy.
but anyws, it's just a drama. dramas are dramas afterall.

and just now i was telling my mum and sis abt my reali suay (or shld i sae lucky) incident and they're luffing like crazy.
well, a coconut/jackfruit/or don noe wad kind of fruit w a hard outer shell just fall RIGHT IN FRONT of me when i was walking to the swimming complex that dae and i was so freak out and i tot i would have died or lost my memory or something drastic could have happened if i were to walk 2 secs faster.
sometimes, things are quite diff to predict. life is short, so eat more.

and tml, i wish reali reali hard tt the person is gg to give me a call. PREASEEEEEEEEEE.

wheee goodbye!

2006-12-16T08:50:00.000-08:00
it's pretty late now but it's surprising tt i'm still pretty awake at this point of time.
wanted to you tube it started w a kiss BUT THN i'm so so so freak out by the sound of the bettle. OMG HELP!!!!!
please please leave me alone!!!!! :(:(:(
i promise to clear my table tml cos it's in a mess right now. RAH.

anyws, to update a little. i noe i'm late but i still wna to blog a bit on rach's 18th bdae.
so it's once in a blue moon get together for us. and i'm so glad tt everyone made it there.
new york new york was great. esp when we can get to make our own candy floss!! yayyyys! and it's green apple flavoured. and wad's best is tt it's FREE. whahahaha *cheaponess detected.

so we had a draw for the xmas gift exchange and it's pretty excitings! er hemmms. to the person who get me: no food thou i would love to eat them, but thn food = no sincerity to get a proper gift. but thn anything else will do. mayb something tt i wont get on my own. oh and no g-strings! HAHA.
oh well oh well, i still LOVE popeyes. popeyes biscuit rocks!
never take things too hard. afterall, life is short.
for now, i look forward to the chalet (: and HOPEFULLY i can get a job by mondae. i tink i'm sucha failure tt i'm still unemployed.
goodbyee! :D

2006-12-13T07:32:00.000-08:00
after a bad day, and i feel like crying over nothing at all,
cheese fries+ shinyee/meiyi+ the night breeze still made my day.
it ended happily and afterall, i'm still a happie person. :D
i guess this is called PMS :( but wadever!

thanks guys!

2006-12-13T02:52:00.000-08:00
Nothing seems to be going my way when i'm in a bad mood.
RAHHHHHHHHH.
pms is reali bad :(
pls pls pls.
may things b beta soon.

2006-12-11T17:03:00.000-08:00
firstly, HAPPY 18TH TO LEE JIE MINS AND MITZY SU!! :D
anyws, i was calling a few co this morning to look for jobs and the voice of a lady was pretty freaky. she sound so flirty and slang tt i cant help rolling my eyes throughout the phone call.

05a4bees had their "pseudo prom" last sat evening and we took many many pics. here are some of them. :D
candy floss rocks! yayyys!
hur hur. The fullerton hotel.
our 05a4b prom king and queen!!
stupid pic and stupid competition tt maine suggested! wahhaha. but thn i like this pic a lot cos i tink my arms look slim here (contrary to the truth)
The complete.

interview, cake baking & celebration thereafter.
RAHHHH. i seriously miss school ALOT ALOT! :(:(
somehow, times are diff lah. things will change when u leave the school but i guess i will never forget abt all tt is done.

goodbye peeps.